You are interesting...

My prayer:
Awesome Lord God. My mind is all over the place tonight. Thinking about the day, thinking about tomorrow, thinking about how you touched people today, thinking about what you taught me today, thinking...And, yet none of it seems worth really talking about. 


I seem to be feeling that way a lot. I always have a lot to say, but sometimes I wonder if any of it is worth saying? 


I can talk about you. That is always good. I can talk about how loving and amazing you are. I can talk about how I love that after all of this time, you can still teach me brand new stuff. I can talk about how I love being in your presence. How, in your presence I feel a peace and a love and an indescribable joy that I don't ever want to be without. That is the good stuff. Anything to do with you is worth talking about. The rest in wasting air. 


What God Said Tonight:
You don't have to think up things to talk to me about. I just want to hear what is on your mind. Whatever that is. I want to hear from you. 


I love you . You interest me. Your thoughts are interesting to me. I want to hear about the things that you enjoy and the things you don't enjoy. I want to share your joy and take on your pain. I want to be in full relationship with you. 


I don't want us to have a relationship where you only talk to me when the important stuff comes up. I want to know it all. When I ask you how your day is, I don't want to hear "fine" I really want to know. Yes, I am with you all day but I don't experience it the same way you do. I want to hear what your experience of our day has been. I want to know how life looked to you today. 


I love you daughter. When it comes down to it, I want to know you and I want you to know me. I want to be in a relationship with you that is so intimate and so strong, nothing can ever shake it. I want my thoughts and your thoughts to be woven together as one. I want to share everything with you. I love you and I am yours forever.