RIght choice at the wrong time...

My prayer:

My mind is all over the place tonight but I am not sure any of it is worth talking about. I guess a common theme is decisions, bad decisions, and their outcomes. 

You know I always want to know how things will work out, I don't always get to know but I always want to know. I hate and/or fear getting stuck in a bad situation because of a bad decision and not being able to get out. The thing that really stinks about that is sometimes, I get frozen, not making any decision because I am afraid of making the wrong one. I am starting to think that I miss out on a lot because of that but when I think of changing it, the fear raises its ugly head and screams "NO" in my face. 

God, I ask for help making good decisions and choices. I pray for help in the decisions that I feel like I can't make. God, help me get unstuck.

What God Said Tonight:

I have given you wisdom and clarity of thought. You have all of the information you need. 

Sometimes you are stuck because it is not time to get unstuck. Sometimes the right choice becomes the wrong decision if it is made at the wrong time. My wisdom, my direction and my timing need to come together if you are going to experience my best for you. 

Breathe, trust and follow my lead.

Strength together...

My prayer:

I am impressed tonight God with the resilience you put in us. We are capable of so much more than we think we are. With you, there really are no limits. 

Thank you for giving me the strength to endure and to achieve more than I thought possible. Thank you for the great stories of success and strength in the people you have put around me. Your testimonies in us are truly awe inspiring.

What God Said Tonight:

Strength is a lot like hay or straw. Individually, it has no real ability to endure. It crushes into dust. But, put a lot of it together, like in a bale and you can build houses with it. 

Together it finds a strength that it never had alone. 

That is like you. You are stronger when you bond with others. You are strongest when you bond with others and with me. 

I am yours and you are mine, forever. 

God is here...

My prayer:

We all have our challenges and our desires God. Mine are no more important or no more desperate than any other. And yet, tonight, I pray and ask with all that I am to hear me. Hear my cry of help. Hear my hope and my desperation. 

I need you God, now more than ever. Tonight, I NEED YOU! I can't just have another night where I rest and wait for your divine intervention. I need more tonight God. I need you to show me. I need you to love me. I need you... yea, I need YOU. 

God hear my cry. Hear my heart. I NEED YOU.

What God Said Tonight:

I am here my sweet child. You do not need to scream and you do not need to yell. I am right here. I know your issue. I know your pain. I am here. 

Now is the time to receive your healing. Now is the time to rest as I fill you with the healing power that only comes from my presence in you. You will see great and miraculous healing because I am here and I will not let you suffer in this moment any longer. I am here. I am here. I am here. And, I am yours.

Rest while I heal you. I have got you. I will not let you fall. I will not let you fail. I will not let this thing destroy you. I promise.

Trust...

My prayer:

Awesome God. I am trying to grab on fully the revelation you started in me tonight. The one main thing that I am lacking in my life is directly related to the main thing I fear in my life. Until I get over the fear, I can never have the thing that is lacking. Not out of punishment, but because it is simply not possible. Unless I am willing to be vulnerable enough to be hurt, I can never let anyone close enough to have what I want. 

So, that makes a lot of sense. Be willing to be open to being hurt, that just sounds like crazy talk. I don't know how to do that and I am not even sure I want to. Being hurt can be truly horrible. It can be the worst experience ever. And sure, we all get hurt time to time but why would I open myself up and invite hurt in? WAY TOO SCARY!

If that is what you want or if that is what I need to get to the next level with you, I will need your help, BIG TIME. I am going to need you to carry me through this one.

What God Said Tonight:

I did not ask for this, you did. You have prayed to fill a hole. That hole cannot be filled without risk. That hole cannot be filled without trust. 

I am here and will never leave you. I will protect you. I will take care of you. 

Do you really trust me enough to keep you safe, even in the area that most frightens you? Do you trust me enough to believe that I will be your guard and protector. If you do, letting down your guard, being vulnerable, being left open to the potential hurt is no worry. You can do all that with me as your protector. 

I know where you insecurities come from. I know it is hard to get past the problems of the past. But you have to think of today and who we are to each other and all of the things you have trusted me with that I have come through for you on. You can truly trust me in ALL things. 

Be at peace tonight. We will walk this and every path together.

Rest in God's arms...

My prayer:

WOOHOO! HALLELUJAH! We made it! YOU did it! THANK YOU! 

What I thought was going to be a week of great struggle and hardship and you made it pretty darn easy. Today was the toughest of them all, but even that was not too bad.

You are awesome. I am grateful. I can't wait to hang out with you this weekend and celebrate.

What God Said Tonight:

Come here. Lay your head on my shoulder. Rest. Your work is done for now. You can rest with complete peace in my arms. I will take care of things while you do. 

I love you and I am always here for you. I am always on your side. I am always working behind the scenes and out in the open for your good. 

Rest.

Going somewhere with God...

My prayer:

Awesome God. You are taking care of everything so completely that this week that I thought was going to be torture has really been pretty easy! I should have known. You always take such great care of me and make the hard things easy. I am crazy blessed and immensely grateful. 

What do you want to do next? 

What God Said Tonight:

We have so many adventures yet to live together, I can't even begin to tell you. 

I have homes and families full of people that you are going to bless in my name. I have crowds of people that will be healed in my name and with your witness. I have miracles and blessings, I have wisdom and growth. I have everything you need and want and we have eternity together to explore them all. 

I am taking you somewhere and each day, you learn more trust, you get to know me better and we get to travel this road together. It is wonderful and amazing and it will never end.

Fertile season...

My prayer:

Life is pretty fascinating God. So many people with so  many different lives and things that are important to them. In some ways we have a lot in common and in other ways we could not be more different. 

I don't know how you keep up with us all. It is a good thing you are God because no one else could do it. And then, you find a way to love us, each of us and care about the littlest aspect of our lives. That is so hard to really wrap my mind around. 

Anyway, I am definitely rambling tonight. I guess I just want to thank you for all of the diversity down here on earth and for loving us each as we are.

What God Said Tonight:

There are no unimportant parts of the body. Each has its function and role and each is beautiful in its own way. My children my church is my body here on earth and every single part, every single member is essential. 

The earth is fertile and green in this season with many things growing that have been dormant and waiting for just the right time. So it is in my church and with my people. So many people are beginning to grow and show all that I have been developing in them during the dormant season. 

This is a time of great beauty. Watch for the beauty of my children to start shining.