The mixing process...

My prayer:
Awesome and amazing God who saved me, loves me, guides me. God, twice in the last three days I have had people tell me there is no evidence that you exist.  Funny thing, I haven't even felt the need to argue.  It would be like trying to convince someone that my mom exists. All I have told them is that I know you exist because of my relationship with you.  I know you exist because I know you.  I know you exist because my life is radically changed with you in it. And that is it really.  You are because you are.  


Does that mean my life is perfect?  Does that mean I am perfect? NNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOO! But it means that I know you are perfect.  It means that I know you are working out everything in my life.  It means that I have a hope for a future.  I have hope that tomorrow, every tomorrow, can and will be better than today.


God, thank you for hope. Thank you for "proving" to me how real you are.  God I pray that you continue to show people just how real you are so they can get on board before it is too late.  I love you so much God.  Thank you for expaining things to me today.  Thank you for being my everything.


What God Said Tonight:
Wait until you see tomorrow!  All of the things that worried you today, all of the things that seemed so wrong today, are mixing together for something so amazing you will not believe it.  


The mixing process is messy.  It's like when you bake a cake, well, when someone bakes a cake.  The messiest part is the mixing.  If you do it too fast, you can splatter the batter all over the place and ruin it.  If you mix it too slow, you will not get the right consistency and you will ruin it.  But done carefully at the right speed for the right amount of time and you have perfect batter that once it is put through the fire, makes a delicious cake.  


We are baking a cake in your life and right now, we are in the mixing period.  It doesn't look like much right now but wait for it all to come together.  Next is the season of the fire.  That is where it all is changed from a goopy mess to something beautiful. 


This cake is worth it even though it doesn't look like it now.  Be patient in the process and you will see great things.  I love you so much daughter. Stick in there with me and we will see a new victory.  I love you and I am with you always.  Let's go at this next week together.  There is a lot more to do, but I will be with you.  Rest now daughter and you will be ready.