No words...

My prayer:

I am having trouble slowing down my thoughts enough to actually forms words of a prayer tonight God. I am excited and also worried. I am making a conscious choice to trust you. I am confident that your will shall be done in my life.

I pray for peace and rest God. Leaving every worry at your feet.

What God Said Tonight:

I have no words to share because you have heard them and you are saying them to yourself already. I have no direction to provide because you are following my will, just in your instincts alone. I have no concern for your future because it is preordained. 

I love you now and forever. Go and rest in the peace that you are mine and I am yours, now and forever my love.

Destination...

My prayer:

I feel like a broken record God but my prayer is for clarity and direction. Guide me on the path you want me to take. Close doors on opportunities you don't want me to follow and open doors on those you do. 

Help me to see the purpose, the plan, if there isn't a larger reason why you would rather not. You know I always do better when I know the destination, or at least I feel better. That is what has been the hardest about this last year. Not knowing where we are headed. 

I love you. I trust you. I want your will in my life.

What God Said Tonight:

A destination that is truly worth the journey takes time to find. It is in the journey, in the wandering, in the exploring that you find the true destination that you were searching for. 

There has not been a wasted moment in this last year. Each plan, each path, each journey has had purpose and has been a step in the path to the destination. You will have the rest of your life at the destination. Enjoy the journey getting there. It will make it more precious when you arrive.

Open door...

My prayer:

Working with all I know how to trust you God. I think I see you placing an opportunity in front of me. If it is not from you, please make that clear. If it is, please let me know. I love you and am fully invested in your will in my life.

What God Said Tonight:

A door is open for a reason. It will let you in or let others out. Some doors are better left unopened. This is not that door. This door is open.

Infant dependency...

My prayer:

Thank you for all of your help today God. You gave me favor in so many situations and resolved some things that were really bothering me. 

I think I just realized, today was a really good day. Funny how sometimes I don't realize that until I take the time to be grateful to you and recognize all of the good you have done. That probably means I should spend more time being grateful.

Love you!

What God Said Tonight:

A child half grown can get into much more trouble than an infant. An infant recognizes that it is completely dependent. A half grown child thinks they can do it on their own but they don't yet have the skills or the maturity to do it well and without getting hurt. 

Be like the infant in this season. There is so much you don't know. I will take care of it all. Let me. 

Know it when you see it...

My prayer:

Awesome God. Show me your heart. Show me your will. I continue to seek you but I am not seeing with real clarity. I still find myself going down a road, just to question it the next day. 

I pray for your peace and your clarity for direction in this life.

What God Said Tonight:

I have the perfect place and the perfect plan. Wait for it to develop. You will not miss it. You are not going down the wrong roads. You are only premature in wanting to arrive now. 

You will know it when you see it, I promise. 

Peace and healing...

My prayer:

I am praying tonight for the hurt people who are hurting people. The circle of violence created by physical and emotional abuse is so deadly. And the crazy thing is, almost every perpetrator of violence has also been a victim of it. 

SO tonight God I pray against violence and pray for healing in people's lives. I pray that you make people whole. I pray that you teach us to act in love and kindness instead of fear and violence. 

I pray for your peace to rule us and this world.

What God Said Tonight:

Seek first the Kingdom of God and all of these things will be given unto you. The key to your healing, the key to your peace, is to seek after my Kingdom. 

In my Kingdom is everlasting peace. I my Kingdom is divine health and healing. Apart from my Kingdom is chaos and pain. 

I have built for you a haven in this world and in the next. You will find it in my presence. Come sit with me and find your peace, find your healing, right here and right now my love.

The promises of tomorrow...

My prayer:

Awesome God. On a personal level, I have this picture in my mind of how things should be right now and none of it matches up with what I see. I can see things moving toward that picture, maybe, but it is not here yet. This is a frustrating way to live right now.

On a global level, I see your prophecies coming to life all around me. It is all so clear. The only question is how long will it all last until we move on to the new heaven and the new earth. 

This living in limbo, with vision of where we are headed but not being able to be there yet, is really hard, frustrating, discouraging, and many other feelings that don't have names. 

I pray for your help to be patient and wait on your timing and your will. I will need your help because I so clearly cannot do it on my own.

What God Said Tonight:

I have many things in motion. Sometimes, those things that you find to be annoyances, delays, road blocks, are merely steps in the process of moving my will forward. 

A victor can always look back and see the purpose in his struggles. There will be day in the near future that will allow you to look back and see the necessity of every step, every action, every inaction, every stalled day. 

I have you VERY best interest at heart my love. I am planning and creating a future for you that will last an eternity. 

I know the wait is hard. I know you do not want to hear me talk about trust again. I also know you will make it through this season. You will see the promises of tomorrow. You will look back on this time and it will seem as nothing, as a brief breath in time. I love you.