I would do it all again...

My prayer:

The day we remember your sacrifice Jesus. It was such a tremendous sacrifice that even though I have known of it my entire life, I still don't think I can fully  wrap my mind around it. You were beaten beyond recognition, treated worse than the worst criminal, and killed in a horrific way. You walked into it willingly with full knowledge of what was to come. And all of it, every minute, every new level of pain, every sacrifice, was all for us. 

Sometimes, when I know I have really messed up, my first thought is God could never forgive me for that. But if I stop and think of all that you went through so I could be forgiven of ALL of my sins, suddenly it does not seem so hard to believe.

Thank you Jesus for every sacrifice. You are amazing and I love you like crazy.

What God Said Tonight:

Every closed door is closed for a reason. But, it is not closed forever. Your next opportunity is just in front of you but the door is closed, for now. 

Stay alert. Stay aware. I will lead you in. 

I love you too and I would do it all again.

Lean on God...

My prayer:

Awesome God. Thank you for healing me. Thank  you for strength. Thank you for bringing me through this season. 

I continue to pray that above all things, your will be done on earth, in my life, as it is in heaven. 

Thank you Jesus.

What God Said Tonight:

Little is known and little is seen of the reality of your life right now. There are great moves and happenings within the spirit realm that you only see the aftershocks. 

It is time to trust me. It is time to know that I am God and that I will not let you down.. Now and forever, regardless of what you see in front of you, my love for you will never die. My watch care for you will never falter. 

Lean into me, knowing I am God. No fear, no worry, just trust. I love you.

Reminder of love...

My prayer:

This latest challenge God is such unfamiliar ground for me. I guess the good part is that since I have never been here, I have to rely on you. It isn't even really a choice. I have to trust that you are going to turn everything for my good. 

I can already see many things that you are teaching me in this challenge and season. I see layers of purpose and that is good. Doesn't make it less frightening though.

I pray for you peace, assurance, and strength in me God to accept and follow your will for my life.

What God Said Tonight:

I have got you. You are carved in the palm of my and and I have got you. You are the apple of my eye and I have got you. 

There is nothing that will ever make me let go of you. We are in this, forever and always together. 

Each day, I am going to send you a reminder of my love for you. Keep an eye out for it. Each day, you will have a new appreciation of how much I love you and how I will not turn my back on you. 

I am flooding your life with love right now for a reason. Love is what is going to get you through this. Love is going to be your cushion and your balm. Love is purpose of it all. 

My love for you has never and will never falter. Come along with me.

Hostage...

My prayer:

I am in uncharted waters God. I need you to guide every step, every choice, every word, in my life. I pray as well that you help me to gain everything I can gain in this season. I think there is a lot I can learn, a lot of ways that I can heal and grow in this season. Help me not to miss those opportunities. The only thing worse than going through a really tough season is going through it for no purpose. 

I love you God. I trust you. Guide me on this path.

What God Said Tonight:

You have entered the war. It is just not the kind of war that you might expect. 

The enemy is hiding behind fear and sickness. He uses lies and intimidation to try to frighten you away. He will tell you things that are not true but are solely intended to wear you down. 

Always remember my child, the battle is not yours. You are here, in the battle, in the war, but the fighting will be done by me. You are a hostage and as such I need you to maintain hope and know that I will bring you out. Otherwise, your job is really to just follow the steps as I lie them in front of you. 

I love you.

Humble yourself...

My prayer:

Awesome God. I need to know that no matter what, your will is accomplished in my life. Whether I make right decisions or wrong decisions, I need to know that you will turn it for my good and your will shall be accomplished. 

This is a pretty scary season I am walking in and I can't do it unless I know you are in charge. I don't have the courage, the wisdom, the physical strength to do this without you. But, I know that with you, all things are possible. 

ABOVE ALL, YOUR WILL BE DONE.

What God Said Tonight:

No mountain high enough, no ocean deep enough, no canyon wide enough to keep me from you my child. I am here, I have never left. You will not walk this alone.

Not only will you have me every step of the way but it is time that you better understand the love in your life. It is time that you better understand what you mean to people around you and learn to receive their love, their support. 

It is time to humble yourself my child. Admit you do not have the answers. Trust me to have them for you. 

I promise, on he other side of this are truly great things. I love you so much.

This journey...

My prayer:

Soooo, now I think I understand a bit of what you have been trying to tell me God! It really wasn't about what I was going through but it was about where, what I was going through, was going to take me. This has been a rough journey for sure and it has only just begun.

All that being said, thank you God for all of the reminders of the love that you have put in my life. So many people who just want to help. I felt cradled in love all day and I can't thank you enough for that.

What God Said Tonight:

I will show you many great things. Today was step one of understanding but there is more. There is more you will accomplish through this one journey. 

This journey that you are on, I will share this journey with the world. 

I love you. I am with you. I will guide you and yes, I will heal you. l love you sweet daughter.

Not broken...

My prayer:

This has been one of the toughest weeks of my life God. I don't know how to make sense of it. It has shaken me. Not shaken me about who you are but shaken me about what I can receive on earth. I have been blessed with seeing your healing power work effectively in my life in in the lives of those around me. This week I have not seen it in my life and I am confused. 

Thank you for the text from my friend about her experience with you healing this week. It was good to know you were still working in people's lives. But it does not feel like I was on the receiving end. Now, I don't know what I don't know. So, it could be that this all would have been much worse. I can close to going to the hospital. It could be without your intervention I would have spent the week in the hospital or ended my days here on earth. I could definitely see that as a possibility.

What I know is that you took stripes on your body so that I could be healed. What I know is that healing is the children's bread. What I know is that you have always come through for me with healing. So, I will stand on that knowledge, best as I can, believing you are going to finish this thing, quickly.

What God Said Tonight:

I am here. I have heard every prayer and cry for help. I am a loving God I am your Father. I do not turn a deaf ear to your pain. There are circumstances and situations outside of your control and outside of your ability to see them that are effecting your life right now. 

Nothing is broken though it seems as it is. Nothing is punishing you, although it can seem like it is. 

I am with you. Just a little longer now. I promise, there is a purpose.