See you...

My prayer:

I am amazed that I made it through this day God. Thank you for your strength and your help. Tonight, I don't need anything but to hear your voice.

What God Said Tonight:

Just you and I, here, now there is peace, there is great love, there is trust and there is rest. I am with you and in you and I will see you do great things. 

I will see you choose me when it is easier and more popular to choose someone and something else. I will see your quiet determination to speak your mind and hold up honesty to the world. I will see you challenge  the status quo and say the unpopular thing for the purpose of right. I will see you love, deeply and without fear. 

I love you and I can't wait to see you...do it all.

Thin line of trust...

My prayer:

I was really just 'going through the motions' today God. One foot in front of the other, doing what was expected with little to no passion. Ugh! There were a few bright spots. I loved the pelican from tonight. But mostly, going through the motions.

I am ready for purpose and fire back in my life. I know this was a season for healing and rest and I really appreciate all that you have done for me. But, am I healed enough that we can go do some stuff again? 

I miss praying for people and watching you heal them. I miss the truckloads of clothes coming to us so we can give them out to people who need them. I miss feeling like I am making a difference in people's lives in a tangible way. 

Is it time? Can we get back out there?

What God Said Tonight:

Everything has a time and a season but the seasons are separated by a thin line of trust. Do you trust me in all things? Are you confident that no matter what happens, you will not turn your back on me? 

I need that assurance from you. No act of ministry is worth losing your soul. I enjoy ministering with you. I enjoy seeing people healed more than you do. But their healing is not worth your soul. 

Before we go back out, I need that line of trust to be unbreakable. I will never turn my back on you. I need you to know the same is true for you. 

Don't force it. The time and the trust will come naturally if you let it. But it has to be in firm foundation before we move on. We are going into dark places that need which will take all of your strength and all of your trust. 

Shared inheritance...

My prayer:

Today was pretty wonderful God. Thank you for the beauty and the rest and the fun. Days like today remind me that life can be really wonderful even though it can also be really hard. 

I always thought life got easier as you got older. I don't know why but I really did believe that. I was wrong. The challenges change but they don't get easier. 

I pray for your help for a new week. Guide me, strengthen me, help me to be a right reflection of you. I ask in the name of Yeshua Christ.

What God Said Tonight:

I don't need to tell you what you already know. I don't need to teach you what you  have already learned. 

So, I will just say, walk with me in great halls of heaven. Share with me the inheritance of he first son. Recognize your place your privilege, and don't let circumstances confuse you. 

Remember who you are in me. 

Good gifts vs. bait...

My prayer:

Following your will does not always make sense and it is not always easy. It is always best. I know that from years of experience but it is often not very logical. I guess if it was logical, I wouldn't need you to guide me. I could just figure it out myself. 

So, if I think about it that way, your will be illogical and requiring me to really seek you out, brings us closer together. And you have always told me that anything that brings us closer together is good. So, your will being illogical is good. 

See, I will find a way to weave in logic, even in an illogical situation! :)

Thanks for putting up with me God and thank you for your guidance. I love you like crazy.

What God Said Tonight:

My will is nothing more than your best path for being blessed. It is just that sometimes the blessing I want to give you is different than the blessing you have your eye on. 

My gifts are good gifts that will build you up, not harm you. Sometimes the blessing right in front of you is actually more like bait waiting to destroy you. If I redirect you from it, I promise it is for your good. 

I will deny you no good thing. Just remember what "good" means.

I love you.

Rest and trust...

My prayer:

What an interesting path I am suddenly on God. I might be worried if I wasn't so convinced you are in charge of my life and you have a plan. It is quite wonderful to have that assurance. Thank you for being so amazing!

What God Said Tonight:

It is time to rest. Time to turn off the thoughts and rest in my Spirit. I have the rest of it under control. 

Your job now is to rest and trust. Enjoy. 

I have some fun surprises for you this weekend. I have some plans that you will love. 

Rest in my love, in my arms, in my Spirit. I love you so very much.

Strength...

My prayer:

So, tomorrow is seemingly pretty important God. I pray above all things that your will be done. I pray for wisdom and discernment for me and for the whole group. This is way too important for us to do without you guiding and directing us. 

Thank you Daddy! I love that I can come to you for whatever I need. That level of privilege is pretty incredible. Thank you Jesus for giving me that position and access.

I love you!

What God Said Tonight:

Strength. I am pouring my strength into you tonight. 

You have my wisdom, you have my direction, you have my will inscribed on your heart. Tonight I give you strength to do what is set before you. 

Follow my lead. Follow the open door. 

Trust in me. Trust that I am in charge. Trust that I will see you prosper, now and always. 

I love you. Go get 'em.

Wisdom with age...

My prayer:

Today had a lot of glimmers of joy God. Thank you for each and every one of them. I still don't know what is next but I do have a new level of peace about it. Sometimes, I think I just take life too seriously. I need to trust you more and enjoy life more. 

Thank you for being in my life and giving me something I can fully trust in. I can't imagine life without you and without the hope you bring. 

What God Said Tonight:

There is wisdom that comes with age. You have seen it. Now, imagine being older than time. 

I promise you, I am all knowing and, with me on your side, noting will blindside you ever again. Just keep your ear open to me and I will always give you warning. You will have a sense. 

You have seen it many times. I orchestrate events to cushion you through the tough times. I guide you.  I lead you. I won't ever stop doing that for you. Just listen for me in all things and I will help. 

I love you.