Mixing it up...

My prayer:
My God. You are really interesting. I am fascinated by you. Every time I think I have you figured out, you shake everything up again. God, I am not sure what is next. I don't know how it is all going to happen, but I know that I know that I know that you have a purpose. I know the promises you have made on my life and I stand on those promises. I believe in those promises and I trust you God to make them happen in my life.

God, I am going to keep putting one foot in front of the other, doing what you have told me to do so far. If that changes, if you want me to change direction, let me know really clearly. Speak to me loudly so I don't miss it. With everything changing around me, it makes me wonder if I should change what I am doing, but you haven't told me to change. You haven't given me a different assignment that I know of. If I am missing it, please let me know. Do what it takes to get my attention God.

I love you God. Thank you for today. It was good. I pray God for your help through this week. I pray for your help to see the opportunities to help people and be a blessing. I pray for the ability to get all the things done that need to get done. And God, I pray that you prepare me and my friends for the retreat this weekend. I believe you have something really special for us. You don't bring women like this together for no reason. I love you Daddy. What do you have for us tonight?

What God said tonight:
It isn't time for you to change. I am mixing things up just to get everything into position. But this is not a surprise to me. I always knew that I would do this. I always knew that this is how we would get to where we need to go.

Why do you think I have been telling you that a time was coming where you would need to trust me like never before? You are on the right track. There are things and people who were slightly out of position and this shake up is getting everything in place.

Remember to continue to keep your eyes on me and not on the storm around you. You are where I need you and that is all you need to be concerned about.

There will be a time where I will need you to change. In reality, you are constantly changing. Life is change. But, as far as your assignment, what I need you to do right now, that has not changed yet. You will stay on this course until we have accomplished all that we came to accomplish and then you will move on.

You have all of the next steps. Keep doing a little each day as you have been and we will get it all done on time. Trust in me everyday to be the rudder of your boat and the wind in your sail. You are my lighthouse, reflecting my light but you are also my boat going out to accomplish what I need you to do. I am your rudder and the wind and I will guide you where you need to go. But don't start up your own motor and try to fight my direction. Don't start trying to get it done under your own power. You will get off course then. Let me move and guide you.

I love you my sweet daughter. We have a lot of great stuff to do this week. Be ready.

Know that you know...

My prayer:
God, my God, my Lord, my everything. You blow me away God! As I review the things you have told me over the last year, as I review the journal and blog entries and see how you have moved and worked in my life...I am blown away. Your promises, your word, your words are true and powerful and can be trusted. You God can be trusted.

It sounds stupid when I see it written out. I mean you are God, of course you can be trusted. But, knowing that and KNOWING that are different things. Knowing it in my head and knowing it in my heart are different things.

God, I love you. Thank you for being in me and in my life. Thank you for all that you bring into my life. Thank you for never getting frustrated, bored or annoyed with me despite me being a bit slow to get it, to understand sometimes. God you are so amazing. I love you so. What do have to say tonight? What is going on with you? I am here God, loving you.

What God said tonight:
You know that you know that you know that I am God. You know that you know that you know that I will complete every promise in your life. You know that you know that you know that I love you and will never leave you. You know that you know that you know that I am God.

I have waited a long time for you to get to this point. I love you so much and have loved all the days of your life. But now, now that you know that you know that you know, now we can move forward and do the next great thing. Not just the next new thing but the next great thing. We are going to experience things together that you cannot imaging right now.

Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for seeing the hints, the clues the confirmations that I have given you. Thank you for paying attention.
I love you. You are saved, you are healed you are delivered. You are mine. I claim you my child and will stand for you forever. I will be on your side no matter where we are. No matter the circumstance, I will be on your side. You are my cause and my reason.

I love you, appreciate you, and I wrap myself around you tonight in perfect union. In this unity is power. In this unity is a new level of love. Stay with me, don't rush off. I love you sweetness. Be mine forever.

Pour it out...

My prayer:
Awesome God I am grateful to you. Thank you for such amazing friends. How is that you have filled my life with such incredible people? God, these people who care as much about me, or more, than they do themselves. Friends to laugh with, pray with, cry with and to love.

You have made me rich God. I spent so much of my life not recognizing the value of people. Thank you God for showing me how you see people. Thank you for giving me your eyes for people. People, friends (and really everybody is a friend, it is just I haven't met some of them yet) are so amazing and so beautiful. Not perfect, but so beautiful! You God made us and you did good.

I love you Daddy. Bless my friends. Pour out your blessings on their lives. God, make their dreams come true. Love them even more than I can. Fill their lives with your love and your purpose. Keep us connected that we can bless each other. I love you so God. I love what you have taught me. God make me the blessing. Let me be the blessing in the lives of your kids. In Jesus name, amen.

What God said tonight:
My daughter, I created you to be the blessing that you pray for. You are what I intended. Give out what I have given you consistently. Every bit of love I have shown you, every bit of joy I have given you, every bit of strength, everything that I have given you, give it away. I will give you more. But I give it to you just so you can be that blessing you ask to be.

I love you daughter and I ask you, pour it out. Like the widow's oil, pour it out. But you won't ever run out of vessels because you are filing other people's vessels. Keep pouring and I promise it will never run out. My blessing, my love, my joy will never run out. I have an unlimited supply and want to pour it all out on you. Make room for it by pouring it out on others.

I often call you my lighthouse, which is true, but you re also my pitcher. My pitcher full of oil, blessings, anointing. Pour it out on everyone in your life. Don't hold anything back from them. You give your everything to me, which I love. Now I ask you to hold nothing back from them.

Everything you have, pour it out and I will fill you. You have always wanted to be my hands and feet, now more than ever is the time. I love you servant daughter and now is the time. I often fill people to overflow. Like a full glass of water, I pour more in so they overflow onto the people around them. You, you I want to bend over and pour it out. I don't want you to wait for me to overflow, I want you to pour it out. I will never let you run out, but I want you to pour it out now, bless people now, share now. Don't hold back and don't wait.

I love you and will help you. Be my pitcher and I will be your oil.

Share everything...

My prayer:
You are so truly beautiful. You are so amazing and so beautiful. You're here, now and so beautiful. God I worship you. I love you. I surrender everything to you, right now and right here. I hold nothing back God. I hold nothing back from you. Everything in me is already an open book to you, but I make a conscious choice to give you it all anyway. I love you. God you presence is amazing. Just sitting in the midst of you. Your presence all around...so beautiful. What do you have for me tonight God? What do you have for us?

What God said tonight:
This is good. Your getting use to being in my presence all of the time. I want to be in every part of your life. I don't want to be relegated to Sundays, or to "prayer time." What if you had a husband and told him you only wanted to see him on Sunday or only twice a day during a time that you pick? I am guessing he wouldn't be your husband for long.

I love you so and this, this consistent constant togetherness is what I want. I want to share everything with you. I want to be in every relationship that you have. I want to be in your work. I want to be in your play and in your rest. I want to live with you in your home and drive with you in your car. I want to laugh with you and cry with you. I want to be with you always. When I say that I don't just mean that I want to be with you forever, although I do, but what I mean is that I want to be with you always, all the time. When you are awake and when you are asleep.

Now, I have promised you that I will never leave you, so truth is, I am always with you whether you realize it or not. But when you realize it, when you sense my presence, when you remember me, share with me, talk with me, and invite me to be a part of everything...that is special. That is what I want. That is when I can really move in your life. That is when I can help you help others. That is when we can accomplish anything.

I love you. I love you. Keep me close. Recognize me in every moment. Live with me in you and will see great things. Do you love this as much as I do? Do you love this closeness like I do. I can feel your heart and know that you do. My sweet child. Tomorrow will be awesome, amazing and filled with more opportunity to experience me.

Suicide and the Spiritual realm...

My prayer:
My God, my love, I worship you God. You are everything and I am completely submitted to you.

God, I have a true burden tonight for everyone who feels like they can't make it one more second. That life is just too hard. That living is too painful. That there is no true purpose or meaning in their lives and it would be better if they weren't around anymore. That it would be better to be dead. At least then it would be over.

You know God that I have been there more than once. Thank you for always bringing me out. I pray God that you find and touch each and every person who is at that place tonight and fill them with an unexplainable hope. Fill them with your Spirit and let them feel your love. Show them the dream and the future that you have for them. Remind them how valuable they are too you, how precious they are to you. God, I pray for immediate help, now, before it is too late.

I love you Daddy. Thank you for your help.

What God said tonight:
Your prayer has sent out my angels on assignment. They are on their way right now.

I love you daughter. Thank you for bringing me your burden. There are so many things like this that I can handle, that I can help with, that you can not on your own but when you call on me, you release something in the spiritual realm that allows me to move.

The spiritual realm is as real as the red chair you are sitting in. It is as real as you feet. It is ever present although seldom visible. You are more sensitive to it when you are focused on me, but you are still learning. I want to show you more, teach you more so you can be more effective in spiritual things. I want you to be more equipped.

Don't be afraid. It is where I rule and reign. I created it like everything else and I won't let you be harmed. I will be with you all the way. Let go of your fear, your skepticism, your prejudices so I can show you what is really there. So I can show you what your life is already doing in the spiritual realm. You are already functioning there, you just don't see the results always.

I love you daughter. You are my reason and my hope. You are the reflected light that makes it worthwhile. I love you so much. I won't let you get hurt in this. I am a complete guard around you. Trust me again.

I am in you...

My prayer:
Mighty powerful loving amazing God. You are so good! You are the peace in the craziness. You are the joy in the pain. You are the love in the hatred. You are mine God and I am yours.

I love you so much. I hope that I never lose this true appreciation for you God. I don't ever want to take you for granted. I don't ever want to forget that you are everything good in my life. Everything that I have ever done that was worthwhile was because you did it. God, the things in me that are good are your gifts to me. You are responsible for every good thing I have ever known, ever done or am.

God, sometimes I don't think I am much, that I don't do enough, I don't love enough, I don't help enough. God, sometimes I am just not enough. God I want to be your hands and feet all of the days of my life. God let me serve you and show you how I love you.

God, what is on your mind tonight?

What God said tonight:
What are you looking for tonight daughter? I am here and can provide all of your needs. You need to ask though.

Today is not an end. Today was a beginning. Every day in your life is a beginning. Your days are created to start new things. Your days are not without purpose. Every day is moving the plan forward. Every day is a new opportunity to find me and get closer to me.

I don't need you to perform for me. Be careful to not expect me to perform for you. I will meet all of your needs out of my riches in glory. I will hear your prayers and answer them before you are even done speaking. I will perform great miracles. But I will do all of those things because of who I am.

If you have a day where you haven't seen me moving in your life, look closer. I am in every breath you take. I am in every thought you have. I am in every action you take and every person you meet. I am so embedded in your life, there is no you without me And, I love it. I love being that close to you.

Don't be discouraged. Don't get down because you didn't see the heavens open and the earth move today. You will, when it is time. There is truly a time for every season. Trust, pray, rest, live and love. Easy formula. Know that I am in you and everything you do. Shine bright for me.

Eye of the tornado...

My prayer:
God, I almost don't want to pray right now. Your Spirit is so completely present and beautiful, I don't want to disturb it.

God, you are truly the only reason for living. King Solomon said it, everything else is just smoke. You are the purpose, the reason and the joy in my life.

I know that I am not always as grateful as I should be. I know that I get tied up in circumstances more than I should. I know that I spend too much time focusing on the problem that I miss you as the answer. I have so much to learn. I have so much that needs to change and be better for you.

But, God, you love me so anyway. Nights like tonight where I can just feel that love. So completely feel it. It is so real and so big and so beautiful!!! God thank you for these times where I can just feel you. I love to learn about you. I love to serve you. I love to talk with you. But nothing beats just feeling your Spirit and your presence. Mmmmm. Good, so very good.

What God said tonight:
I am always here daughter. Whether you feel me or not I am always here. But I love it when you know it. Not just in your head but when you know in your gut that I am here with you and loving you. That makes me happy. That makes me sigh in contentment and joy. My daughter, my love, knows that I love her and I am with her right now, right here. That is so very good.

We are in a tornado of activity but right now, I have you safe in the eye of it. It is peaceful and calm here. We can see the storm, but it can't touch us. I will keep you in the eye of storm safe and sound. When the storm passes, we will soar again but now, just stay in here with me for awhile. It is safe here and I want you to remain. Rest and wait. Don't move too quickly or you will be taken up by the storm. Don't move too slowly or you will drop to the ground. Stay in constant contact with me so you will move at the right time to soar.

I love you sweet daughter. This is a great time but it is a precarious time. You must listen really very carefully if this is going to work out right--work out for the very best that I have for you. Sweetness, there is such sweetness here tonight. I love you.