My prayer:
Hi Dad. It has been an emotional couple of days. I didn't think my faith, my belief in your call on my life, your purpose on my life could be shaken like this.
You told me this was coming. You told me there would be a time where it all looked like it was falling apart and you told me to trust you. That the plan is still in place and still moving forward.
I am trying God. I was there about 75% of the time today. 25% of the time, I was convinced that my life was meaningless and it was time to just give it up.
Enough drama. You have promised that you have destined me to prosper. You have promised that I am the head and not the tail. You have promised that no weapon formed against me can prosper. I will trust your promises God. I will trust your promises over my life, my future, my family and my friends. I will trust you God.
You are not a man that you would lie. There would be no purpose in your lying. It would just be cruel and you are not cruel. You are love. God I love you and will trust you now and forever.
What God said tonight:
There you go, pull yourself up girl. You are right, there has been enough drama. Thank you for remembering what I told you, warned you about. This is just another step in the process, in the dream. This too was destined. This struggle, this feeling unanchored and lost, this is part of the growing and preparing for what is next. It's not pleasant but it is necessary.
Your trust in me will be greater. Your love for me stronger, your reliance on me more complete. I told you last night that this is a time for just you and me. Don't worry about being isolated right now. I will comfort you. Don't worry about anything. I really do have it under control. You are not alone. You are in my hands and I will not drop you.
Keep the faith and keep moving forward. Do a little each day and we will get it done. You will be in your future before you know it. It is not time to rest, it is time to act. It is time to move. It is time to do what I have taught you.
Stay strong and trust. We will move forward together and it won't be nearly as scary as you think it will be. I love you so much. I will keep you and protect you. You will be the fulfillment of my dream for you. Don't lose the vision, the dream. I created it especially for you. I formed it with your special gifts in mind to accomplish the thing that only you can. Keep in mind that if you don't do this, no one else will. It is especially for you and it needs to be done.
The heavens are about to open up. You have a great blessing coming your way. Don't give up before it gets here. Love you sweet daughter. We are going to make it through this too.
Marilyn, don't know what has been going on with you, but am lifting you, your friends, and family up to our Beloved Lord Jesus and praying that He wrap His loving arms around you & comfort you, bringing you His Peace. Would also appreciate some special prayers for our small group Tues. night at Lowman's. From what I can tell, Cameron is leaving town (unless he's received a different direction since Sun. pm). I asked him to stay until Tues. night & to come to sm. grp. so we could lay hands on him, pray for him, and send him out. I suspicion he's returning to the midwest and he will need all of our prayers for what comes next. Love you, have a great rest of the week!
ReplyDeleteThank you for the prayers Pam! God we lift up the Tues. night group and pray your presence and annoionting flood their home. God I pray for you son C, that you give him direction and protect him. I pray God that you lead and guide him always. Mighty God we leave him in your hands and pray that goodness and mercy follow him all the days of his life! In Jesus name, amen.
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