Doubt and choices...

My prayer:

How is it possible that you got me through this day? I had less than four hours of sleep, a full day of meetings, running errands after work, and more and somehow, here I am still conscious. That is divine intervention I think. 

You always give me just what I need God. I can't imagine trying to live this life without you. I tell you, I am not just saying that. I know that I would have crumbled under the pressure a long time ago if I did not have you. I don't know how anybody makes it through 24 hours without you. I am all yours.

What God Said Tonight:

A day will come when you will question this life you have chosen. A day will come when you will wonder if it is worth it. You will question whether you made the right choices. Don't let those days scare you. The days of doubt are nothing more than an opportunity to grow your faith greater than it has ever been before. Doubt is not the enemy. Doubt is the vehicle to go to the next level. Doubt makes you question and challenge what you think you know and that is a very good thing. 

I don't ever want my kids to follow me because they think they should. I want you to follow me out of your free will choice. I want you to choose me every day. I want you to make a conscious decision with your heart mind and spirit to live with me and to do my will. 

That is what I want. I don't need slaves. I am the God of the entire universe and I can have all of the drones I want. I want children. I want friends. I want people who stand with me because they want to stand with me. Not because they feel an obligation to stand with me. 

I love your faithfulness and I love that you stand with me no matter what. That faithfulness means more when you have made a fully conscious choice. I love you. 

I am not afraid of questions. I am not afraid of anything. Stand with me, yes, I want you to stand with me, but make sure you are doing it because you want to do it and you have made a choice, for yourself, not for your mom and not for your kids, but you personally have made the choice. That is the kind of choice, the kind of faith that gets my attention. 

I love you so much. Thank you for standing with me.

Worthwhile life...

My prayer:

What a day, what a weekend God. Thank you for reminding me of the great plans you have. Thank you for reminding me of visions of the great things that you have planned. Thank you God for connections with people that love you more than anything else. Thank you God for this next chapter we are walking into. Thank you for the opportunities to bless you and bless your people. Thank you for healing so many people with back troubles today! I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY!

What God Said Tonight:

I do it all for you, my children. You are more precious than gold to me. You are more brilliant that fine gems. You are everything I ever hoped from the time of my first creation. 

I know we have been through a lot to get to this point. But, I promise, it will be worth it. I promise that when you look back on your life, you will say it was a worthwhile life. You will be glad that you lived and moved in the time that I have given you here on earth. 

We have a lot to do but don't ever get intimidated. I will lead you and guide you. I will help you through this like I have everything else. You never thought you could write or publish a book and  now you are offering to help others while your book continues to sell. 

It will be so easy once we get started. I am going to fling open doors. I am going to create opportunities that have never been open before. I am going to soften men's hearts toward you and they will bless you. You will have more than what you need to do what I have called you to. You will love it, I promise. 

Tonight, celebrate this time in history. This is going to be the small beginning that you talk about nostalgically in your old age as you are helping a new ministry get offf the ground.. I love you so much and I am excited to walk you through this next thing.

Distractions...

My prayer:

Life is confusing God. Sometimes, everything is so clear and I understand you so perfectly. I understand your will for my life. Then, all of a sudden, I feel lost. I am not sure what to do or what to think I am adrift in a sea of confusion. 

You are not the author of confusion so I have to believe that the enemy steps in at that point. God, I am SICK OF HIM!!! I am so ready for a world where satan has no place. I know there is more to do before that can happen, but I hope it is soon. His interference must end. I want us all to live in your diving purpose, plan and blessing. 

I love you Jesus. Help me to see clearly and follow you and only you. 

What God Said Tonight:

That enemy that you so want to get rid of is also working very hard to distract you. And, you are letting him. You are not focused the way you need to be right now. Now, more than ever you need to keep your mind stayed on me. Nowhere else but firmly stayed on me. 

I will continue to guide you but you must keep your focus on me. You cant be distracted. not now. You can't let yourself be taken away from your purpose and plan. Keep me front and center and don't waver. Please. It is really important. 

I love you and you are always first on my mind. Make sure I am first on yours.

Take your position...

My prayer:

What an amazing night God! I can't even put words to it! Your power, mercy, anointing, are so amazing. I am speechless but my ears are open.

What God Said Tonight:

I have given you clarity of purpose. You don't need to doubt. You don't need to wonder what my will is. I have shown you my will and you just need to trust it. 

Just as you prayed for others tonight, take the position that I have prepared you for. Walk in the authority I have given you. Trust that voice you hear is mine and trust that your thoughts are the mind of Christ. I have put everything in you that you need. Use it and do all that I have called you to do. 

You will be stepping out and into arenas that you have never imagined. Trust me to lead you to guide you. Trust that the wisdom you receive is from me. Follow your gut, your instinct right now is coming directly from my heart. You are an extension of me and made for this time and for this purpose. Don't doubt it. Don't get confused. 

Walk in the plan and purpose I have for you and you will see great wonders and miracles. You will see the blind see, the deaf hear, the dead raised again. You will see me to do great and mighty things. You will see creative miracles. You will see all of it and more. 

All of this, all of the struggle, all of the growth, was necessary to bring you to this time and this place. Now that we are here, trust me to guide you in and be prepared to be amazed. I will surprise you daily. I love you daughter and I have waited for this time for a very long time. I will not wait any longer. The time his here and the time is now.

Dreams come true...

My prayer:

Mighty God, I see you opening up new opportunities around me and I am SO EXCITED! It seems like you are about to accomplish all of the visions you showed me. It seems like we are about to network worldwide and be multiple lights to the world. It seems like we are finding favor with people and ministries all over the place. It seems pretty COOL! 

It is so awesome, I am scared a little that it won't happen. I am a little afraid that I will get my hopes up and never actually see it all come together. I know that is stupid. How many times have you told me I would see and be a part of the vision? Too many times to count. 

God forgive me for my doubt and for my lack of faith. Help me to do better. Thank you Jesus.

What God Said Tonight:

I am the one who gave you the vision, why would I keep you from seeing it come together? It is a purpose and a plan that is for you. You don't have to watch this like a spectator. 

I need you front and center taking charge. I need you to use every skill I have ever taught you for me and for the Kingdom. 

I love you daughter and I know you can do this. Lead us to victory. Lead us to joy unspeakable. Lead us into the vision I have given you. You will find such great joy there. You will find such complete fulfillment. I am with you every step of the way.

Get some rest...

My prayer:

Amazing God, I am so tired tonight I can't keep my eyes open but I can keep my ears open to you. What is on your mind? What can I do for you? Love you so much!

What God Said Tonight:

Your mind is tired but full. It is hard for me to get you to hear me even though you are listening. 

I am grateful that you made it through this day and while I love that you want to listen, I don't need to tonight. I don't need to take your time of rest. You were studying the need for rest. 

Go get some of your own tonight. There is plenty of time tomorrow to tackle the challenges there. I love you daughter. Rest in the peace that I am looking out for you, now and forever.

Strategic plan...

My prayer:

My God. You have surrounded me with wonderful, faithful, supportive, loving people who hear and obey your voice. How did that happen? How wonderful!!! I love that the people you put around me are not super religious but are fully convinced that there is no other way to live than with you in charge. Real, honest, and amazing people. That is who you surround me with. I could not be more blessed! THANK YOU!

What God Said Tonight:

I have placed you in a strategic position among people that are a part of my strategic plan. There are no accidents. Spirit attracts like spirits. You have my Spirit in you and he calls out to his spirit in others. That is how we build a team, an army, for God. 

There are some great battles coming. It is not time for the final battle but there will be many battles to fight until then. Learn how to work together now in  a relative peace. Learn to trust each other now. Learn how to work toward a goal together now. You will be together for a very long time. 

I love you daughter and I will keep you protected but you have a great journey and purpose. It will require every single person I have put in your life. I love you. Go rest now.