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The History: A couple of years ago, I started journaling my prayers and God's responses to them. I told my friends about this, they were really interested. I told my Pastor about it and he said, how about sharing those on line. When I asked God, He said, my words are for you, but not just for you. And, here we are...I hope He speaks to you in these words.
My prayer:
My God, Daddy, I am not sure what to pray about tonight. Today was terrible and wonderful all at the same. Terrible because of being hurt, wonderful because of the amazing church family you have given me who rallied around, prayed and loved on me. That really made all of the difference God.
I love you so much and your love is often enough all on its own. But, I am weak and I need a love I can touch sometimes. God you told me earlier tonight and in the past that you would always put people in my life to love me. They may not be the same people over time, but there will always be people to love me.
Why is love so important? Why is it that without love, we often either die or kill ourselves? Living with too little love is like living with too little oxygen. It numbs me until I can't really do anything but pass out and if it doesn't change, die.
God thank you for teaching me the hard lesson over the last several years that the answer to hurt, the answer to a lack of love is not to isolate. The answer is to run to you and your people. There is where the healing is. There is where the love is. Thank you God. Thank you for my church family. Thank you for people in my life who love me. Thank you for people in my life for me to love.
I may not understand why love is so important, but I definitely know it is. Fact is, you are love. No wonder it is important! The creator of the universe and my Daddy is love, of course it would be important. God I really do love you so much. What is on your mind tonight?
What God Said Tonight:
Love is the most important thing that ever was or ever will be. Love is the only reason for all of this. The only reason for humanity, the only reason for this universe, the only reason to do anything is love.
There is no parallel to love. There is nothing that can or ever will compare. It is in and of itself the most important thing to ever exist. Just the sense of a possible lack of love can throw us into a tail spin. Why to you think I so often got angry with Israel in the past? They kept forgetting me. To be forgotten is one of the worst ways to feel unloved. If someone is hating you and talking bad about you, you at least still know that they are thinking about you. To be forgotten, that is beyond painful. The lack of love demonstrated in that forgetting is truly horrible. It is like a avalanche of crushing rocks that fall on me. It is a darkness that tries to envelop me. It is beyond pain.
To love and be loved, that is all there really is. Everything else is filling time. Everything else doesn't matter at the end of the day. All that matters is who you have loved and who has loved you.
Love well my daughter. Remember the pain of today not to feel the pain again but to remind you of the importance of loving people so that no one ever feels the way you did today as a result of your actions.
Love well. Love me, remember me. Trust me. I promise you will never out love me. I will always pour out more love onto you than you can give to me. No contest. I will shower you with my love forever because you are my focus and my everything. You are my creation and my daughter. You are my beloved servant and I will love you well.
Love is the light that banishes darkness. Love is the power that shatters rock. Love is the joy and the purpose and the plan I have for your life. Live in the light of love and love well.
My prayer:
Awesome day God! Thank you for the gift of today. You are amazing. Thank you for rest and opportunities. Thank you for your divine health. Thank you for how you take care of me.
God your divine health and healing is so amazing. While you continue to keep me healthy and strong, almost everyone I know has been sick in the last couple of months. There are flu viruses, upper respiratory infections, sore throats, coughs, pinched nerves, auto immune problems, cancer and more.
It seems like sickness is rampant in the world right now, but I know God that is not how you intend for us to live. You were beaten just so we could receive your healing. I have seen you miraculously heal so many people and it is awesome to get to watch you do your work. There are also a lot of people who are still sick.
What is the problem God? If your will is that we live in divine health and you suffered the stripes on your back just so we could be healed, why aren't more of us living in health and being healed? Is it a receiving problem, a faith problem, what are we doing wrong God?
I love you God. Thank you for listening.
What God Said Tonight:
It isn't that you are doing anything wrong. You are seeing more and more miraculous healing because the time is running short and it is needed now more than ever. As the final days end, you will see me move more and more. You will see divine healing more and more. It is all a part of faith building so you will be prepared for the final days.
I hear the question of your hear tonight as well, "Why isn't everyone healed?" There is no one answer to that. Each situation is unique. Sometimes, people are not willing to be healed. Sometimes people don't realize it but they get some benefit out of being sick and don't want to give it up. Sometimes, there is a spiritual battle going on that delays the healing. Sometimes there is no one there to stand in the gap and the person them self doesn't know about the gift of healing. That is the one of the saddest situations and why I need people like you praying more and more for the sick. Sometimes, people have put their faith in things other than me to heal them. Sometimes, there is a greater purpose and plan that you don't see yet.
As I say, each situation is unique. What I need from you is to keep telling people about the healing power that is their's. I need you to keep praying. I need you to keep sharing the praise reports so that people realize what is their's. So people understand the gift that I want them to have.
With people like you spreading the word it is possible for the entire kingdom to get a hold of this. If every child of mine were to realize the strength and power they have in my divine health and healing, can you imagine what we could do?
You know that this is where your future ministry is headed. We have talked about it a lot. Keep asking every question you have because I need your faith to be unshakable in this area. I need you to stand in the gap. I need you to tell and show others the life of divine health that they can have.
I love you daughter. Don't ever stop asking questions. I promise I will never stop answering. I love you. Rest, we have a lot to do tomorrow.
My prayer:
My God, you did some awesome work today! Thank you for helping my friends today. Thank you for your favor on their lives. Thank you for turning a situation that was created to take them out around for their good.
God, how many amazing things do you every day that go unnoticed? I bet there are billions. Can I say tonight God, thank you for everything that you have done that I have not noticed. Thank you for every danger you have protected me from that I didn't even know was there. Thank you for the blessings you provide every day that I take for granted. Thank you for breathing life in me. Thank you for the way you provide for me every day. You are incredible and I get so use to you being in my life and blessing me, that I take it for granted some times.
I am so grateful for how you answer every prayer. I think that I get so use to you answering them that I take it for granted and forget to be truly thankful for the miracle that you are. You are a miracle making God and you do what you do for my sake. That is crazy. That you, the God of the universe and King of all kings would create miracles for me, a nobody, wow. Thank you God. I love you so much.
What God Said Tonight:
Miracles are really no big thing. I have the power to do anything really. So, what you see as a miracle is just me taking care of business.
I know the miracles are impressive to you. That is part of why I do them, to remind you that I am God and I can do anything. I do it to remind you that you can trust me and my power. I do it so all things will work to your good. But there is no greater miracle in healing cancer than there is in a rainbow. It is really all the same to me. I do it for your sake though. I know that they strengthen you faith and I understand.
I love you daughter. Than you for taking the time to thank me for the little things, the unnoticed blessings. I am not boastful. I don't need you to notice the miracles, the blessing for me. I just need you to recognize them for your sake, to build your faith and to help you understand that you can do all things through Christ. When I am in you in spirit and in truth, my mind is your mind. You can trust your instincts.
Rest and keep the sabbath tomorrow. I love you from the essence of my being. Rest well and we will talk again tomorrow.
My prayer:
My God, awesome Lord, Father, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, my provider and my healer. God I am so grateful for you. You are amazing and I love you.
God, I want everyone to know the joy of living a life for you. No one should live this life without you. It is just too hard. We were made to live with you in us. We were created to be in relationship with you and without that relationship, I am not sure how people survive.
God, if we could just receive all that you have for us. You are so generous God. You want so much for us. What are we afraid of? What am I afraid of? What would happen if I received the fullness of you. What if I lived every minute in full receipt of your gifts for me? If I had that faith that said to the mountain move, and it moved. If I had the faith to know that anything I ask for in your name, in your will, is mine. If I could truly believe that, what could we do and accomplish?
God, grow my faith. Remove anything that keeps me from fully receiving all that you have for me. Remove anything that gets in the way of me being all that you planned me to be. Not for just for my sake but so I can be more effective in reaching and getting help to your people. There are way too many people who are separated from you God. No one should have to live this life without you. In Jesus name, amen.
What God Said Tonight:
Good instincts girl. You are right that there are much too many people that are separate from me. I am in desperate pursuit of my people. The time is so short. I need to gather in my people for these final stages The life we will have on the other side of the tribulation, on the other side of the final swan song of the devil, is so awesome. I cannot fully explain it to you. I can't wait to show you though. I can't wait to live it with you.
In the meantime, talk about me a lot. Let people hear my name. Let people hear who I am. Be my mouthpiece for people to hear my voice until they can hear me for themselves. That is why I wanted you to do this blog. I want to speak to my people. I want to tell them what is on my mind and I want to help them. Not everyone can hear me on their own yet. They will. One day, all my children will know my voice. In the meantime, I need them to get to know me and this is one way that will happen.
So, be my mouthpiece. Tell the world who I am. Tell the clerk at the sandwich shop who I am. Tell the people you work with who I am. Tell the people on facebook who I am. Proclaim my gospel throughout the world my daughter. I love you and I am grateful for your faithfulness and obedience. You are precious to me and I will be with you and in this all the way. Sleep well.
My prayer:
Awesome God, this was a good day. Nothing too spectacular, but just good. Thank you for today. Thank you for amazing people in my life. Thank you for amazing opportunities. Thank you for continuing to prosper me. Thank you for surrounding me with the love of people. Thank you for being my Father and taking such amazing care of me.
God, my prayer remains, that your will is accomplished in my life. Nothing more and nothing less. I want everything that you have for me and I don't want anything that you don't want me to have. God you are truly amazing and I trust you with everything. Absolutely everything. I know that not that long ago, I couldn't say that. Not that long ago, I trusted you to a point, but I held back because of the past pain. But now, now God, I can say that I trust you without reservation. I am not sure when it changed, but I know that it absolutely has. I trust you God with everything and know that I could not be in better hands. Thank you God for helping me to this place of trust. I love you.
What God Said Tonight:
I cherish your trust. Trust is the truest form of worship. With that trust, I can now do things in your life and with you that I couldn't do before. Keep building that trust. Keep reminding yourself of why and how you got to this place of trust.
Tests will come in the future that will try to shake your trust. Look back at this time, this moment and remind yourself that I am trustworthy. Remind yourself that I will never leave you and I will never forsake you, no matter what. Remember that I will guide you always. Remember that I am faithful and I will not let you down. Remember that I am not a man that I would lie. And in this remembrance remember this moment where you know with out a shadow of a doubt that every one of those statements is entirely true.
I love you daughter. This trust is the foundation that we can build the rest of your life. On this trust is the foundation that we can build my kingdom. You have a great future and it will grow from this base of truth and trust. I love you so much my daughter. Remember this moment forever.
My prayer:
The God and Lord of all creation. You who existed before anything else. You who created all that I know. You who are Lord over all. My Daddy. I love you God.
I am pretty tired again tonight. Long day, very little sleep. God, it seems like I can't get more than about 4 hours of sleep a night right now. That doesn't seem like enough, although I am not tired during the day. It is just here, at the end of the day that I feel like I am going to drop.
I am not sure what my prayer is about this God. I guess I just want your will to be done. Fact is, only sleeping 4 hours a night, I am getting a lot done. Some of it is at 3:00am, but still, I am getting a lot done. If that is the purpose, if that is why I can't seem to sleep more then hallelujah and please sustain me in this season. However, if it is the result of something that isn't right, whether it is my health, stress, whatever, I ask God for your healing power in my life.
I know this is a pretty specific prayer tonight God, but this has been going on for about a week and I either need to understand it better or I need your help to fix it. I love you God. Thank you that you let me bring you anything, no matter how big or how small. Thank you that you tell me to pray over everything. What an awesome God and Father I have. In Jesus name, I ask. amen.
What God Said Tonight:
You answered your own question. This is just a season. It will be a relatively short season, but I have a lot for you to do right now and I need you to have some more hours in the day to do it. I will sustain and strengthen you through it all. I will give you the supernatural alertness, the strength, the power to make it through each day.
The reason you are not getting tired during the day is that I am in you and I will sustain you. Don't get too caught up in the way things "should be." I have a special plan and purpose for you and sometimes that means unusual seasons like this one.
I will continue to restore you each day. I will continue to keep you lifted and full with my life and my spirit. You will never falter when you are leaning on me. This is one of those seasons I told you about where you would have to rely on me completely. Your reliance and dependence on me will cause your breakthrough and your success. This is a season to humbly accept that I can do all things, that you can do all things in and through me. This is a time to see the miracles that I have. Think of this as one of those miracles.
I can multiply anything, including rest. I am a God of multiplication. I can multiply your effectiveness, I can multiply your time and I can multiply your blessings. I love you daughter. Trust me and rest in me. It will be enough.
My prayer:
My God, it is all about you tonight. I worship you. I am so beyond grateful for you. The joy you bring to this life is unparalleled and unexplainable. God you ALWAYS provide. You ALWAYS prosper me. You ALWAYS are there to take care of us. God, no wonder the rocks would praise you if we didn't. No wonder that the world itself must praise you.
You are so wonderful. You are love. You are peace. And yet, you are also strength and protection. You are all knowing and ever present. You are everything and you are worthy. Oh so very worthy.
God, I consciously give my life to you. You give me the choice. But, when I look at who you are and all you do, how could I make any other choice? I love you God from the depths of my soul. I love you from the deepest part of me. I love you from the core of who I am. I adore you God. You are mine and I am yours. Thank you for creating me, choosing me, dieing for me and living for me.
God, I want to live for you. I want my life to be a living sacrifice for you. Whatever you need God, if I have it to give, it is yours.
What God Said Tonight:
Anything I have is yours my sweet daughter. Anything you need is yours. Anything you desire within my will is yours. I love you. Moments like this, nights like this are so precious to my heart. I love the times of intimacy with you. I love when you open your heart and let me live there.
You are waiting in prayerful anticipation and I will not disappoint. I will fulfil every promise on your life. Your trust in me is growing every day. Your reliance on me is growing. It is good. One day, you will need to rely on my so completely and this is good practice.
You are resting deep in the Holy Spirit tonight. Let me refresh you and strengthen you. Let me provide for your every need. I have more to give you. You do not have room to contain all that I have to give you and that is by design. That is what reminds you to give.
I have put in you a servants heart because you asked for one. I put in you a generous heart so I could pour out a blessing and know that you would pour it out on those around you.
You are gold and shining in the sun. You are like a gold statue of an eagle majestically soaring. You reflect the strength, the beauty and the ferocity of the eagle. You are frozen in this moment though, just for a minute, so you can enjoy it and so I can look at you. You are so beautiful in your dependence and in your strength.
I love you and will never leave you. I will provide for you always. I will guide you always. It is you and me forever. Love you, get some rest for tomorrow.
