Identity & truth...

 

My prayer:

Awesome God. There are things you have said and know they are true, but sometimes I wonder if they are true for me. Or at least, true for me right now. Is it possible that there is a great truth about how we were created and what we were created to be that is still true, but is not for me right now? Or, is it true for me and I may just missing it. Am I just missing what you have for me because of my own stubbornness and blindness. 

Honestly, the latter seems more probable. But how do I know when I am wrong about something? If I knew I was wrong, I would stop believing it. 

As you might see Lord, my mind is traveling in circles tonight. I pray for your guidance, direction, wisdom, and understanding. Please give me peace and clarity of mind Lord. I am all yours.

What God Said Tonight:

You are what I made you to be. You are exactly as I intended you to be. Your identity is not in question. Your truth is not up for debate. 

I created you as my own child to live out your life in my love and my joy and my peace here on earth. I made you to be a vessel of light. To shine my light through your life. Is it perfect, nothing outside of me ever is. But there are moments where the world gets to see my light reflected in you and that is glorious. 

I did not create you to keep you on a shelf. Your days and your purpose are not over yet. I still have plans for you and for your life and no amount o of doubt will derail those. 

I am your God and our Father. I am your saviour and your King. I will never leave you. I will see you walk in the glory of my Spirit all the days of your life. I will see my light reflected in your eyes and in your life. Just rest my child. Everything is well in hand. 

When I need you to step out, I will say step out and I know your heart and mind will follow me and my direction. We will walk into the future together and we will not be parted. 

When you hear these truths, grab on and don't let go.I love you. Now and forever I love you.