God's vow...

My prayer:

I don't know how to pray. It was really hard to care about anything today God. It all seemed so meaningless and useless. The same conversations, and everyone acting like it was going to turn out differently. Who knows, maybe it will. I just can't make myself care. I tried but I just, can't. Not today. Maybe tomorrow, but not today. 

I know that my hope is in you. I know that you can turn everything for my good. I know that you have always come through for me and you always will. But, today, I just couldn't...anything. 

I pray for your understanding and I fall on your grace God.

What God Said Tonight:

I am here. Now and forever, I am here with you. I will never leave you. I will never forsake you. 

Whether you are up or whether you are down. Whether you are succeeding or whether you are failing. 

In the wedding vows, you promise to love and honor each other in sickness and health, for richer for poorer. How much more in our wedding do I promise you? 

I will love you at your VERY worst. I will love you no matter what. There is nothing you can do, or not do, that will change my love for you. Do not ever doubt my love. Everything else, you can question, wonder about, test, but my love, that is without dispute. It is a truth that can never fall. It is the point of everything. 

I love you. I love you. I love you. Today, and tomorrow, and every tomorrow after that. 

Embrace your season...

My prayer:

Awesome God. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring but I know you will be with me in it all. That is all I really need to know. Thank you for being my ever present help.

What God Said Tonight:

I have yet to see a spring flower in fall. Everything has its season. Your season is here. 

You cannot change that. You can embrace it. You can get all that I have for you in it. I want that for you. 

If you spend the entire season wishing it was a different season, you will never be able to receive what I have for you. 

Peace and oasis...

My prayer:

Thanks for a fun day Father. No drama, no big challenges to deal with, just good friends and a mini adventure to keep life exciting. I really needed a day like today.

Thank you for always giving me what I need even when I don't know what that is.

What God Said Tonight:

Your battle and your desert are not over but I will give you peace and oasis to get you through. I know that it has been hard and I know it will continue to be hard but this I can do. This I an give you to sustain you. 

I love you and we will make it through this season together, my love.

Constant change...

My prayer:

I love you like crazy God. Thank you for being better to me than I will ever deserve.

What God Said Tonight:

Angels, turns, changes. Your life is in a state of constant change right now. Actually, whether you realize it or not, your life is always in a state of constant change. But, right now, it is more noticeable. 

The change is for a purpose The change is not as chaotic as it feels. I really an in control. I know that is hard to believe at times, but it is true. I am working it all out. I have not fallen asleep and I have not abandoned you. 

Great progress comes through great change. I love you.

Not ok...

My prayer:

It seems like you made me incapable of not caring. Even when I know that caring about something or someone, will do nothing but cause me pain and frustration, I can't help it, I still care. I still try to make things ok. It is exhausting God. Help please.

What God Said Tonight:

You said it yourself, you try to make it ok. There is very little in this world that you can make ok. What you can do is love and care even when things are not ok. What you can do is pray and let me take care of making things ok. What you can do is give up the need to control and let me show off my glory in your life. 

Stop holding on so tight. Stop trying to make things "work out". Remember that I am in you and I will turn all things for your good. I mean it. All things. Even those things that seem like they are devastating. I will turn them for your good. 

Trust me to change the situation. Trust me to work it out. Don't lose your caring heart just lose your desire to control it all. I love you.

People are not perfect...

My prayer:

Trust is such a fragile thing God. I am old enough to know that the only one I can really trust is you, but it still surprises and hurts me when I find out someone has lied to me. I am going to need your help on this. I am not sure what to do. All I know is that I don't want it to grow into bitterness because that doesn't help anyone. Guide me God.

What God Said Tonight:

People are never perfect. Even before the original sin, I did not make people to be perfect. Perfect is predictable and perfect never changes. 

I built people with free will, the ability to make choices and decisions. It was the only way for me to have relationships with people instead of just slaves. I love this aspect of people but it is the one that also causes the most trouble. It is the one that caused the original sin and nearly every sin since that time. 

I sent my son to cover all of the people and their bad choices because I knew I could not stop them from making them. Not only could I not stop them but they could not stop themselves. 

Show mercy. Show grace. Knowing that you will need the same some day. 

I love you, despite your bad choices. Love my people despite theirs.

End of times...

My prayer:

Awesome God. Thanks for a day of relaxing fun. Thanks for a good broadcast tonight. Thanks for being in my life.

What God Said Tonight:

There is little more to know and little more to do. The end of times are so near. 

But never be afraid. The end of times are nothing more than the opportunity for a new life with me. It is the opportunity to get back to the original plan of Eden and you and I living in communion with each other. 

I love you and our time is nearly here. You life and your heart are mine. I could send you around to make last minute preparations but it is not needed. All is in place. 

Stay safe and snug while these last days march on out. I love you.