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The History: A couple of years ago, I started journaling my prayers and God's responses to them. I told my friends about this, they were really interested. I told my Pastor about it and he said, how about sharing those on line. When I asked God, He said, my words are for you, but not just for you. And, here we are...I hope He speaks to you in these words.
My prayer:
My awesome Lord, God, Father. How are you? How was your day?
I had some things not turn out like I had expected but I am fully trusting you knowing that you have a purpose and plan that is better than any thoughts I may have had. I am waiting in anticipation for all that things you have talked about. I can't wait to see what you have planned. I am ready for Spring God. I am ready for the next season.
I need to ask your help with wildfires here tonight God. The smoke was so thick coming home. I pray and ask God that you put out the fires tonight. I pray God that you protect your people and their homes. I give this situation up to you God. I thank you God for hearing my prayers earlier today and keeping the fire from "M's" house.
I am kind of all over the place tonight God. I am having trouble focusing and my thoughts are just wandering all over. I love you and I trust you to take care of it all, including me.
What God Said Tonight:
The fires are not here to destroy but they are here to clear some things out. Much like your life, there are some things that need to be cleaned out, burned out, before we can move into this new season. The new season is all about new growth and I need the field to be cleared so the new growth has room to grow without being choked out by the weeds of the past.
I am not meaning to be cryptic, but sometimes the pictures of what is happening and going to happen are clearer than the straight words. I want you to understand what is happening. I don't want you to be afraid. I don't want you to worry that it is going all wrong. Everything is happening just as I have planned it. Everything.
Trust me and the process. We will get these things cleared out and the stage will be set and clear for the new Act to begin. You are right where I need you and everything is perfectly lined up. I love you daughter. Trust my love.
My prayer:
God my God. Today was awesome, amazing, incredible and every other word for great that I can't think of right now. Three miracle healings that I know about at our church today!! Other people who tithed for the first time. I can't wait to see what amazing blessings you pour out on them!!!
God you are awesome. You are so real and amazing and your power is for today, not just for "Bible Days" and I am so grateful that it is. Life would be so boring, dull, painful and worthless without your active power and love working in my life everyday. God you are so amazing. You should be the definition of amazing. When we look up amazing in the dictionary it should just say "God." Thank you so much for all that you did today and for letting me see and be a part of some of it!
I love watching you work God!
What God Said Tonight:
I am about to bring life out of darkness. There has been a dark hole that you thought was dead and lifeless. You thought it was a vacuum and that nothing could survive in it, but I am growing life from it right now and you are about to see the evidence of that growth. You are about to see the plants sprouting and growing from the darkness. The darkness was not dead and it was not a vacuum. It was an incubator for a precious new life that I have been working on.
There is new fruit, new growth that is going to come from the incubator, the dark place and it will be so good. It is fresh new life, spring green. There is a reason that I have waited for this time and this place to bring it about. You are about to experience a spring not only in the physical world but in your emotional and spiritual life as well. All is going to be fresh new and green.
I am bringing this about and it will be good. You have been prepared and you are ready for this. I can't wait to show it to you. It is not long now. Just a tiny but more of patience and you will see the new life that I have for you. You are going to love it. Rest well for the challenge of tomorrow. I love you.
My prayer:
My amazing God. I don't deserve you God. I don't deserve your blessings, your protection, your healing and your salvation. I don't deserve it. I am VERY GRATEFUL for it but I don't deserve it. I don't deserve any good thing really.
Where you say my righteousness is like filthy rags...I know what you mean. I am not deserving and yet you saw something worth saving. You saw something you could use. You saw something in me to love. I don't know how you saw through all of the garbage, the hurt, the yuck to see something worth saving but THANK YOU for seeing it!
Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for teaching me how to be better. Thank you for changing my heart and showing me how much better life is when I live it your way!! I love you God. Thank you for finding a way to love me.
What God Said Tonight:
Loving you is not so hard. At the root of you, the essence of who you are, there is me. I am the model that you were created from. I created you in my own image. Your core is in it's very essence, good. Your core is love. Love can't help but be drawn to love. Has life covered up that love with a lot of layers of garbage? You bet, but the core is still love. That is the root of who you are. I love the love that is in you.
When in doubt, love. When you want to please me, love. When you want to be in my will, love. When you want to feel better and more in touch with me and yourself, love. It is the core of everything really. Love, true love, is the core, the purpose and the meaning of it all.
Can you love for no reason at all? Try it. I promise you will like it. It is what you are made out of and what you were made to do.
I love you my sweet daughter and I find a lot of worth in you. I value who you are. I value your core and your experiences. I value the decision you make every day to live for me.
I love you daughter. Don't ever forget it and that love gives you your worth. You are loved by the Most High God and the Creator of the Universe. What more do you need? Your worth is more than rubies and more than gold. You are mine.
My prayer:
My Father and my healer, my protector and my Lord. How are you tonight God? What is on your mind. It has been all about me, my needs, the needs of my friends for awhile now. What do you want to talk about? I love you Father.
What God Said Tonight:
Yea, it has been about you but I asked you to share you stuff because the stuff you experience is the same that all of my children experience at one time or another. Your sharing is helping me to talk to them too. Until they are ready to hear me personally, this let's me talk to them and encourage them.
I am thinking and doing the things that I am always thinking and doing. I am loving you above all. I am thinking about your future and how amazing it will be. I love to think about my children and to see them grow and excel. It is one of my favorite things.
I am thinking about the children that are still lost. I am thinking of new ways to reach them. I am thinking about how I can speak to them so they will hear me. I am almost desperate for them to hear my voice and to make a decision to live for me. What happens if they don't is unthinkable in many ways.
I am thinking about the past the present and the future. They are really all kind of the same thing for me. I am thinking about the big picture and I am thinking about the smallest being. I am omnicscient and I can think of all things at once.
I am devoted to you, to my children and I am keeping you first. Can you keep me first? That is enough for tonight, you rest now and we will talk again tomorrow.
My prayer:
My God, Lord and protector. I am here tonight and I am a little nervous about tomorrow. Did I make the right choice? Is it going to be ok? Is this your will? Is it ok?
God, I know you have not given me a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind. I know that, but it doesn't really feel like it tonight. God, I am in your hands.
Thank you for always taking care of me. Thank you for amazing people who surround me with love and with prayer. Thank you for making everything work to my good. Thank you for being God, almighty Father and King. I love you God. I praise you God. I worship you God. I am truly crazy about you God. I am truly nuts about you! I am in your hands God.
What God Said Tonight:
No fear my daughter. No weapon formed against you will prosper. You know that I am bigger than every attack and I will make it all work for your good. I have promised and I stand by my promises.
Be assured tonight that you are mine and that I will ALWAYS take care of you. I will never let you go. I will be your covering and your shelter. I will defend you to the end of the earth. I will protect you against all enemies. I will never let you down and I will never let you come to harm. I am a shield for you daughter. I am your helmet and your breastplate. I am your sword and I am your belt. I am your armour for this battle called life and I will cover and protect you for ever.
I love you so much. No weapon formed against you will prosper. I will never allow them to touch you. I am so in love with you. I love you with a violence and a fervor that makes it impossible for any harm and evil to touch you. You are completely covered by me daughter and I will not let you be exposed. Rest assured tonight and walk with confidence into tomorrow.
My prayer:
Another weird but glorious day God! So MANY things trying to come against me today but you worked everything out perfectly! You are such a perfect and amazing God! I PRAISE YOU AWESOME LORD!!! I want to hear just from you tonight God.
What God Said Tonight:
Today was more of the weirdness that is trying to throw you off track. We are so close to the promises that you have been waiting for and today was more of those attacks I told you about.
You did well today, you did not panic and you came to me with it all. You trusted me and that is so good. Keep trusting me and I will make ALL things work to your good. The attacks and the blessings. I will make all things work to your good. You realize that means every thing. Every act, every word EVERYTHING, I will make every thing work to your good.
You are a blessed child of mine and you are set up for such greatness in your life. You ...I don't want to say more because I don't want to ruin it for you. I want you to experience it in its fullness including the surprise of it.
Keep the faith girl, it is right around the corner. Be prepared for anything and trust me in every thing and I promise I will work it all out for your good!
You rest now daughter, you should be pretty tired after this day! Love you and sleep sweetly.
My prayer:
Mighty and powerful Father God. My thoughts are all over the place tonight. I am so grateful for all that you are doing in my life and the lives around me. Thank you God for bringing "D" her job! She has been waiting for SOOOOO long. Thank you for providing for her God and hearing our prayers.
You so often decisively answer our prayers God and I am so grateful for that. Sometimes it takes a long time for your answer or your provision to come through and although the waiting is hard, I can understand why it is good for us to wait sometimes.
The ones that I have a hard time understanding are the ones where you don't seem to answer. I am sure that it is just that I don't understand what all is going on, but like the baby we prayed over in the hospital; the report is that the baby is brain dead, not healed like we were believing for. Now, it could be that the report is wrong. It would not be the first time. And, I will believe your report on the matter, not the doctors report, by choice, but it is hard. It's hard for me to understand why sometimes, with something I am so sure that I understand your will, like in the case of healing where you have said that it is your desire that we live in divine health and that by His stripes we are healed, and we pray for your will over sickness and sometimes they don't get better.
I know that we have talked about this in the past and you have taught me a lot about it. But truth is, I still have trouble with it. I have trouble understanding why sometimes they are not healed. I want to understand so I can know that I am doing or not doing everything I should be doing or not doing for them.
You are the healer God and you are all knowing. Therefore, I really should let it go, knowing that you always know best and I should leave it at that but I haven't figured out how to do that.
Huh, when I started this prayer tonight God, I didn't think I had much to talk about...guess I was wrong. Thank you God for never getting tired of my questions. I wonder if I will ever run out of questions. Seems unlikely. I love you God and I thank you for everything. You are incredible!!
What God Said Tonight:
Walking in faith is not easy. If it was, everyone would do it. Being with me, trusting in me, loving me, doesn't always make sense. I know you want it to, but that just isn't the way it is.
I am who I am. I am not what you think I should be. I am, and that is what you have to understand. There are things about me that can't make sense to you because they are bigger than what your mind can reason out. There are aspects of me that seem confusing because you can't get beyond your experience of life and your experience of me.
I am who I am. I am the great physician and it is my desire that my children live in divine health. I will heal every time, when I can. I have placed and given some power to you as my children. I have given you the power of choice. I have given you the ability to choose to be with me and to choose not to be with me. I have given you the choice to accept my presents to you and I have given you the choice to refuse them.
People so often refuse the gift of healing. They are afraid to believe or they think that the healing stuff is crazy and not for them...there are many reasons why they chose not to be healed. Then there are times when people choose for them, like in the case of a baby. They don't mean to make a choice that ends in death or sickness but they don't believe that the gift is real. They don't believe that I still heal.
You have seen it multiple times in multiple people and multiple situations, so you are more likely to believe it and to receive it than some. But for someone who has not seen it or experienced it, it sounds crazy. It is easier to believe in death and sickness. They are so completely in your face. There is no subtlety in death or in sickness. They get right up in your face so you can't see anything but them.
The more you talk about my miracle healing power, the more likely they are to believe and to begin to accept my gift. Don't be quiet about what I do. Talk about it, share it and help people to believe; I am real, I am here and I am theirs. I love you daughter and don't ever stop asking questions.
