It's a process...

My prayer:

Awesome God. I pray and ask that you complete the process of forming me into who you need me to be to do what you have called me to do.

It seems like the process is taking so long. Maybe it is never truly done? Maybe it is a lifetime process? If that is true, I ask that you help me to see the progress and give me the strength and motivation to hold on for as long as it takes.

I understand how important this process is, how important my healing is, not just for me but for everyone that you are going to put in my life to help. I get it and I am grateful for your healing power. Lend me also your strength and perseverance, please. 

What God Said Tonight:

I have got you. You won't let go and you won't give up. I have you firmly in my arms and we are walking through this together. 

It is a process and it does take time but it is worth it. I have seen you through tougher times than this. I have seen you triumph over greater struggles than this. I will see you through this. 

This one, is really kind of easy in that the work is all up to me, not you. Look to me and let me heal you. I promise, I will not let you go, ever. I promise I will not you let go. I promise your healing is in process and I will see it completed. 

Moments to remember...

My prayer:

Awesome Lord. I would like to turn off my brain for just a little while tonight. I have been working so hard and thinking so hard, trying to figure things out lately, my brain feels like mush. 

I want to just focus on you tonight. I want to focus on how amazing you are. Your love, your grace, your mercy, your healing, your power, it is all overwhelming when I really focus on it. I think sometimes I get so accustomed to having your presence in me, your favor on me, that I completely take it and you for granted. And, it takes a moment like tonight, where I simply stop and think about, focus on you, to leave me with jaw hanging down awe.

It doesn't take long, just a moment. But it does take a pure moment of shoving everything else out of my brain so I can use all of it try to wrap around the amazingness that is you. 

Thank you for being you!

What God Said Tonight:

These moments are important. Not because I need to hear it but because you need to remember it. You need to remember who I am and as you do, you remember what I can and will do. That will give you the faith and the patience to get through one more day, get over one more mountain, walk through one more valley. 

I am never far from you and I am always fighting for you. I am and will always be on your side making sure that all things work together for your good. Go, relax and know that everything will work out. Not because of what you do but because of who I am. Love you!

God the provider...

My prayer:

So much to say but my words are inadequate to express it. 

I have a bit of laundry list of needs tonight for my friends and me. God I pray your perfect will be done in every single one of those needs. 

God thank you that you will never leave or forsake us. Thank you for ALWAYS being my biggest supporter. Love you!

What God Said Tonight:

I hear your heart and I know your needs. 

I am your provider and I will provide in each situation. It may not always be me doing what you think will make the situation better. It may mean that I do something drastically different from what you are expecting. 

However, I will always take care of it in the end.  

Cool still water...

My prayer:

I am enjoying the peace tonight God. Not that everything is perfect but just your peace that really transcends the circumstances and leaves me feeling warm, safe, and loved. Thank you for your peace God. With your peace and your love, I am truly blessed.

What God Said Tonight:

You are cool still water tonight my sweet daughter. You are pure with no cloudiness trying to hide you or your life. You are at peace with where you are and who you are. That is a great gift. 

Lie back in the water and let it cradle you. There is still much change and much healing on the way. There are still some hard times ahead. But, lie back in the clear water and I will float you right through them. 

Love you so much.

Healing...

My prayer:

Father God. I am grateful for what the emotional and spiritual healing you are doing in me and in my life right now. At the same time, it scares the pants off of me. And then, at other times, I get so angry at all that satan has stolen from me, all the years he stole, by what he did. Which then cycles me back to being grateful to you for showing me what satan did and promising me to heal it. 

So, it starts and ends in a good place but I have cycled through those emotions so many times in the last couple of weeks. It is exhausting.

Thank you for all of the rest you gave me this weekend. I pray God that you take me through this healing process as quickly as possible. It is not fun and I am ready to be on the other side of it. Thank you for making that possible.

What God Said Tonight:

This hurt is deep and buried long ago in your past. The healing takes time. It takes time to remove all of the things that you have covered it up with through the years. It takes time to give you the strength you need to face it. 

My healing is already done. For you to receive it, that is the challenge, that is what takes some time. Be patient with yourself and you will see the complete manifestation of this healing. 

You do not have to live with this in you for the rest of your life. I will see you healed and whole. 

Let me love you...

My prayer:

What a day God! Thank you, for everything. I am humbly in awe of you and what you can do when I get out of your way. Thank you for making me unusual. Thank you for continually healing me. Thank you for wonderful people that you put in my life to walk this crazy life out with me. 

I need you more than ever God. I love you more than ever. I trust you more than ever.

What God Said Tonight:

Come here. Closer. I love you. Stay here in my embrace and let me love you tonight. 

God, the teacher...

My prayer:

Thank you for the new insight today God. I am not sure what to do with it or about it. Maybe it is not up to me to do anything with it but trust you to heal me. But it did help to understand some things. 

I love that you are always teaching me things. Things about you, things about me, things about others, things about the world, things about heaven...always teaching me something. I also love that since you know everything, you will never run out of things to teach me.

Love,

Your enthusiastic student!

What God Said Tonight:

I made you to lie down in green pastures. I did not make you for the stress, toil and danger of this world. However, here is where we are at and I can and will lead you through this world. 

I will teach you everything you need to know in time for when you need to know it. I am your ace in the  hole so to speak. I am your secret weapon. I will always give you just what you need for every situation that comes your way. 

I am not saying it will always be easy. Sometimes it will be very hard. But you, you will always have me in your corner which means in the end you will always win. Your way out is me.