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The History: A couple of years ago, I started journaling my prayers and God's responses to them. I told my friends about this, they were really interested. I told my Pastor about it and he said, how about sharing those on line. When I asked God, He said, my words are for you, but not just for you. And, here we are...I hope He speaks to you in these words.
My prayer:
Awesome and mighty God. Today was a surprise! Things didn't go like I thought but they were fun! I love your surprises. I love that you continue to surprise me. Reverb online church was awesome tonight God. Over 100 people got saved! That had to be a BIG PARTY in heaven!!
God I truly love you. I love the things that you love. I haven't always felt that way. I haven't always even understood the things that you love and I definitely haven't always loved the same things that you do. But now, after all these awesome years with you, I love to see you happy and love it when I get to be a part of something that makes you smile. God I pray that I always make you smile.
What God Said Tonight:
You make me smile Your desire to make me smile makes me smile. I love you too my daughter. You are right, every time one person receives the forgiveness that I bought for them, we rejoice in heaven. There is nothing better. I love to see my kids come home. The souls that were saved tonight are so precious to me. I love them so much and I have waited so long for them.
Much of life is so serious. We must take the moments to laugh, to celebrate, to enjoy the wonderful things, the beautiful things, the precious things. Once in awhile, step out of the struggle you are in and just enjoy life. Enjoy the blessings. I promise they are always there. Sometimes they are covered by the mess that you are in. They can be covered by the garbage that has landed on your life. But push the garbage aside once in awhile and find the treasure, the blessing, the joy that I have for you and enjoy it. Enjoy life. It is ok. Even in the midst of the garbage, it is ok. It is ok to laugh with me. It is ok to celebrate with me. It is ok to enjoy life with me, even in the midst of the garbage.
I am your joy and your strength and I will always make sure to have blessings in your life. Search them out and enjoy life.
My prayer:
My God, Father, King of all Kings, maker of everything. It is so crazy to think that you, as great and unthinkably amazing as you are, love me, care about me, died for me. I think that is why it is so hard for many of us to come to you in the first place. It doesn't make logical sense that you, being you, would care about me. I am a tiny speck. I am nothing really. Why would you care? Why would you die for me? And yet, I know it is true. You tell me in so many ways.
Maybe it is because I don't have my own children that it is hard for me to understand. Maybe if I had my own kids I would understand better the love that comes from creating a person. Maybe I would better understand that mother's or father's love that cannot be denied. Maybe it is easier for people with kids to understand and believe that you love them no matter what. Not because of anything they have done but because they exist and because you created them. Maybe.
I may not understand it fully but I believe it. There would be no reason for you to lie to me about something like that. You tell me in so many ways how you love me. I appreciate every one of them God. Because I have a hard time understanding that kind of love, I need to hear that you love me frequently. I need to see it. I need to experience it. Without those reassurances, I can begin to doubt. I am sorry for my weakness God but you say it is in our weakness that you are made strong. Be strong in me God.
What God Said Tonight:
I am your strength. I am a strong tower that you can run to. I am more powerful than any force in the universe and I am on your side. I will always fight for you. I will always strengthen you.
I do love you more than I can tell you. I love you so much it is like a white blanketing snow that covers everything else. The shapes underneath the snow are blurred until it becomes one soft pure white expanse. That is what my love is like. The details, the actions, the sins, the shape of your life becomes blurred in that blanket of love. It is covered in my love for you until it is pure, white and holy.
I love you to the end of time, covered in my blood and protected by my strength. Rest tonight in complete assurance of my love. Face tomorrow in the same assurance. My sweet daughter, you are so precious to me. Rubies pale in comparison. Gold is a poor and clouded reflection of your worth. Diamonds cannot begin to sparkle enough to show off your worth. I love you with all that I am.
My prayer:
My God. You have put such amazing and talented people in my life. Sometimes I just stand in awe and look around me. Your gifts in your people are so beautiful. Whether it is singing, playing an instrument, teaching, encouraging, giving, loving, preaching, wisdom, artistic expression or something else, the gift itself is not what amazes me so much, but the vast amount of gift that you have given us amazes me. When we learn how to use and live in that gift and let you really work through us, the results are incredible.
Maybe you have given everyone in the world these gifts. I don't know everyone but I know from looking around me that you have given an amazing amount of gifts to the people you have put in my life. I feel like you have surrounded me with greatness. It keeps a girl humble!
Thank you for surrounding me with your greatness God. Thank you for surrounding me with people that you have filled to the brim with your greatness. Thank you God for your gifts. I love you!!
What God Said Tonight:
Gifts. Life is a gift. Life is a choice and life is a gift. You did not earn the right to be born. You do not can not earn the right to wake up in the morning. It is a gift. The people who recognize the gifts in their lives and recognize me as the gift giver are most likely to get more gifts. I can pour out gifts on the people who remain humble. I cannot pour out the gifts on the people who become proud because it will destroy them.
Remember that my motivation for everything I do is my love for you. My motivation is my love for my children. I will never do anything to harm you and I will do everything possible for your good. I have given you the gifts that I need you to have. I have given you the gifts that have the best possibility of blessing you and making you all that you can be. I have given you the gifts and the tools. Your job is to use them and become proficient with them.
I love you so much daughter. I haven't told you that enough lately. I love you to the very depth of who I am. At the very source of me is my love for you. It is the purpose and the reason for everything I do. I love you for who you are, not what you do. I love you because you are mine, not because you are good. I love you because I can't help it. I created you to love you.
You are so precious and spending time with you is one of my favorite things to do. Can we spend more time together? I will multiply your time if you give it to me but I want more of your time. Not doing anything, just being together. We are doing a lot right now which is good and necessary but I don't want to lose the intimacy with you in the process. I don't want to lose the deep connection. I want us to be even closer tomorrow than we were today. To make that happen though it needs to be your choice. I can ask, but I need you to draw closer to me and I will draw closer to you. Are you willing?
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
My prayer:
Mighty God I worship you. I adore you God. I can't help myself. I love you so much. You are so incredible!
You gave me more opportunities to see your healing power today God. I am praising you in advance of the praise reports. I am confident in your healing power. Thank you for the courage to ask the woman in the grocery store if she wanted prayer for her leg. Thank you God for making her whole!
You are amazing God. How about I stop talking so you can.
What God Said Tonight:
Life is an opportunity. It is an opportunity to make the right choices. It is an opportunity to love. It is an opportunity to use your free will for good. You are designed and created to have choices. Life is your opportunity to use those choices.
Recognize the choices you have in every day, in every minute. Life is your choice. What you make of your life is your choice. Who you choose to bless and curse are your choice. Who you will believe and who you will follow are your choice. Choosing not to chose is your choice.
I want you to make good choices daughter. Choices that enhance your life and ensure your future. I want you to make choices that bring blessings to you. I want you to make choices that bless other people. I want you to chose me and my way every minute. Chose the things that I love. Chose to always follow my instruction. Choose me every minute as I have chosen you. Use this life, this opportunity to choose me and my ways.
I love you. I know that you are waiting and trusting. It is time to chose.
My prayer:
Awesome and mighty God. Thank you God for the two miracle healing reports today! You are such an amazing God!! I love to see you heal God.
My heart is also heavy tonight God. I hurt someone I that I really care about. I was too wrapped up in my own stuff. God I ask you to heal the pain I caused. I have apologized, but it is not really enough. I ask for your help to make this right. I ask God if there is anything I can do to make recompense that you show me what that is.
I hate it when I hurt people. I don't mean to do it but I end up doing it sometimes and it is usually the people I care the most about. Help me God to be more thoughtful and less caught up in my own life, less selfish and more thoughtful. I ask God that you make me a better person.
What God Said Tonight:
It is not possible for you to live your life connected to other people and never hurt them. It is also not possible for you to live your life connected to other people without being hurt sometimes. It is a part of the human condition, not the best part, but it is a part of the human condition.
I love you daughter and I love your heart. You will find your own way to make this right. You will find a way to repair the relationship and move on. I will help. I am the God of reconciliation after all. The only real good that comes out of these times of hurt is that you become more sensitive. You, if you are paying attention as you are now, learn that your action and inaction can cause pain and you think twice next time.
Your life is pretty full right now and much of it is very good. However, if you miss the opportunities to bless and love your friends, your family, the people I have put in your life, the rest is not worth anything really. But I know you know this. It is written all over your face tonight. Listen to me and I will help you make this right.
Also, remember this the next time someone hurts you. Remember this time and remember how you feel. Remember that you did not intend the pain. Give the next person who hurts you the same benefit of the doubt. Empathize with the fact that they may have hurt you entirely unintentionally and that they want to make it ok more than anything. Forgive yourself and forgive the next person who hurts you. It is essential.
My prayer:
My God, I need to ask for forgiveness tonight God. I got REALLY angry tonight. I got so frustrated when things weren't going my way. I look at it now, now that the moment has passed and I can't figure out why I was so angry. Maybe it was all the built up stress. There have been a lot of changes and pressure lately at work. But I think it was mainly that I was being a spoiled brat and mad that things weren't going the way I wanted them to.
I am sorry for that God. You shouldn't have to put up with that from me. I am a grown woman and I shouldn't be throwing tantrums when I don't get my way. Please forgive me God. I will try to grow up a little and do better the next time things aren't going the way I think they should. I love you God.
What God Said Tonight:
You are my sweet daughter and I made you passionate. Anger, just anger, is not bad in itself. It is what you do with it that can hurt you and the people around you. I got angry. I get angry. It is a valid emotion.
You are right that your anger tonight was out of frustration and not a just anger. You are already forgiven for the rashness of your anger. You did not use your anger to hurt and that is good. You let it wring itself out of you. Now it is time to move on.
You can go ahead and get angry if you want to. But don't hurt people with it and don't let it stay around. Get it out, deal with the situation and move on. Anger was never meant to be something that is sustained. It was meant to give you the adrenaline and energy to deal with a urgent situation and then move on.
When I was at the temple and saw the selling and cheating that was going on, I was angry. That anger was important and useful. I responded to the anger, expressed it without hurting anyone, dealt with the situation and then moved on. That should be your picture, your model. Don't expect that you will never get angry or that you should never get angry. I did not make you that way. But follow my model when you get angry.
Rest in knowing you are covered and redeemed in my blood tonight. Trust me to wash you clean and restore you. I love you sweet daughter. Put the anger to rest tonight and let's move on.
My prayer:
Father God, thank you for today. Thank you for tonight. Thank you for favor. Thank you for a great small group. Thank you for hearing my prayer last night and providing a way for people.
Thank you for loving me and for choosing me. Thank you for creating me and redeeming me. Thank you for forgiving me. Thank you for blessing me and giving me everlasting gifts. Thank you for teaching me. Thank you for speaking to me. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for providing for me. Thank you for protecting me.
Thank you for being my God, my Father, my teacher, my healer and my friend.
Thank you for the friends you have given me. Thank you for the family you have given me. Thank you for the kitty you have given me. Thank you for the opportunities you have given me. Thank you for giving to me. Thank you God for EVERYTHING!
What God Said Tonight:
You are welcome my sweet daughter. It is my pleasure and my plan to do all of that and more for you. You have not yet seen the blessings I have for you. I am already excited for the day when you look back and say, "How did all of THIS happen?" I look forward to that day when you answer your own question with "Only God."
It is easy to bless you when you realize and recognize that it comes from me. It is easy to bless you when you recognize the source and don't get caught up in yourself. It is easy to bless you.
I can't bless you when you get selfish or disobedient. Not because I don't want to bless you. I always want to bless you. But sometimes, those times when you are outside of my will for you, the best way I can bless you is to withhold the blessing. If I bless you when you are out of my will then you will be encouraged to stay outside of my will. There will be no reason to return to me. I need you to return to me at those times and I will greet you with a blessing and a kiss.
I want to bless you always. I want to give you all the desires of your heart. I want to give you beautiful things. I want to give you talents and opportunities. I want to give you experiences. I want to give you so much. Stay in position so that I can. Stay humble and submitted to me so I can bless you more. That is the only way the blessing won't destroy you.
It is the undeserved blessing that is most dangerous. If you receive it with the wrong mind set, the wrong understanding, it can destroy you. So, as much as I want to give you all of these things, I have to wait for you to be in position, in right standing with me to truly bless you the way that I want. Not because I am a tyrant but because I want you to receive these things without being ruined.
How many times have you seen movie stars or music stars who start out humble, wonderful and happy only to end up destroyed with drugs, addictions and strife after the fame. If I bless you when you are out of position, out of my will, it will destroy you as surely as fame destroys them.
I love you so much. Continue to search out those areas in your life that are not right. Those areas that are not in my will for you, and get rid of them. Change them. Do whatever you have to do. As you clean those things out of your life, it releases me to bless you even more.
I love you so much. I love you no matter what. I love you even when I can't bless you. It is because of my great love for you that I can't always bless you the way that I want. Don't be discouraged. You will have all of the things I have promised. Just get in and stay in the position to receive them so they don't destroy you. Be obedient, be faithful, be sold out to me, and I will pour out the blessing you cannot contain. I promise.
