My prayer:
Awesome Father. Thank you for the rest and the fun this weekend. It was a wonderful break from the stress.
My biggest struggle right now, the thing I need your help with the most is how best to love others. It sounds so simple, love God with all your heart, mind, and spirit and love others as yourself. The two big commandments that Jesus left us with. But practically, day to day, what does it look like? I love you with everything I have got. There is no part of me that is not down to the roots in love with you.
But the loving others part. Is it just kindness and goodness and what is more kind? If I know something hard is coming someone's way, is it kinder to let them know and do what I can to prepare them or is it kinder to let them live their lives and then just be there for them when it happens? Is it love to comment on the good in people and stay silent on the things that are falling short, I mean, who am I to judge? Or is it love, when I see something that someone could improve and would benefit them to do so, to let them know about it? Which demonstrates my love for them. Or, does it always depend. Is it more about the intentions of my heart than my actions? Is love about giving? Is it love to give money to someone in need or is it love to get them connected with a way to make money or are both reflections of love?
You love me so well, so consistently, and with such power. How do I best reflect that love to others? And how is it I am this far along in this life journey and I don't already know this?
What God Said Tonight:
Sweet daughter, your mind is racing tonight and you are trying to reason love. Love does not follow reason. Love is not logical. Love is driven my the heart and by my Spirit. Love is the essence of who I am.
If you are ever in question on how best to reflect my love, ask me. In the situation, at the time, ask me and I will guide you. Seek me in all things and I will see you through.
Your intentions are good and right. Let me help you and guide your actions, your words, so that my love is reflected on this earth.
I love you now and always my child. I have never left you and never will. That is love too. Love is consistent and unwavering. It does not leave in times of trouble, it only grows to meet the trouble. I love you now and forever.