Big but...

My prayer:

I made a decision tonight God. I am going to believe you for everything, even the things where I don't even understand what the problem is, let alone the solution. I am going to believe that you know the answer and that means I don't have to. I am going to believe that you have a plan, or many plans and that those plans are good. 

I will do whatever you tell me to do, no matter how crazy. I will seek you in everything. I will remember to thank you every day. I commit to you these things.

Trusting in your love for me. 

What God Said Tonight:

I love that you trust me and want to follow my will. And, as you know, I will from time to time ask you to do some things, some of which will seem crazy at the time. But, and this is a big but, I don't need robots. I don't need slaves.

I don't need you to only do what I tell you.

I want you to develop your passions. I want you to follow your interests. I want you to build relationships and create things that make you happy. I will bless those things too.

I will bless them because I love you and you have my heart. You don't always have to wait for me to say "go." If you want to "go", go and I will come with you.

I love you now and forever my sweet child.