Remember the dream...

My Prayer,
Another awesome night of worship in my car with a great friend.  Why is it some of the most amazing experiences of worshiping you seem to happen in my car? Guess it doesn't matter where it happens, as long as it happens! 

God, I am a little goofy tonight.  I'm not sure this prayer will make any sense.  Sometimes, when I spend time in the presence of your Holy Spirit, it just messes me up and leaves me goofy. 

I love you so much.  Thank you God for taking care of me, my friends, my family, and your children throughout the world  Thank you God for ALWAYS being there.  Every time I look for  you, you are always right there.  There is a song that says you are in the same place third time as you were the first time, that you aren't trying to hide.  Thank you for never hiding God.  Thank you that no matter how many times I lose my way, turn my back, get distracted or make a wrong choice, that you are always right there waiting for me in the last place I saw you. 

You make it so easy on us Lord.  We make it so hard but you make it so easy on us.  God I give you my whole life.  Every good bad and indifferent part of it.  I give you my work, my mind, my body and my spirit.  I give you my thoughts and my heart.  God I give you everything.  Laying everything down for you tonight God, not because you asked but just because I want to.  Just because you are my God and I trust you more than I even trust myself.  I am yours God.

What God Said Tonight;
Tonight has been beautiful and wonderful.  You ask why you have such amazing worship times in your car.  It is simple really, that is where you are taking time to worship me with no one watching, with no need to serve, with no need to be concerned that someone else is getting what they need.  You are just in direct contact with me, worshipping and loving me. 

There are those special people that I have put in your life that you can share those times with.  The people who give as much as they get.  The ones who can see those moments of worship for what they are and join you in worship of me.  Those are even more precious times because I am in the midst of you.  You are gathered in my name and I am in the midst of it. 

I love you daughter so much.  I enjoyed tonight as much or even more than you did.  You're going to remember tonight as significant in the days to come.  The prophecies of tonight were real and were from me.  Trust what you hear from me.  Don't doubt right now.  I need your whole faith.  You have given me your heart, your mind, your body and your spirit tonight.  Give me also your full faith.  Give me your trust that I will do what I said I will do.  I am not a man that I would lie.  I will do what I said I would do. 

You have several promises on your life and don't give up, I am not done fulfilling them yet.  You had the message on Joseph today.  I know you don't particularly like that one because it hits a bit too close to home but it is good and true and you must remember it. 

I want you to know that I am with you.  I want you to remember every dream I have given you and I want you to trust me to complete it. 

Rest awhile and be ready to go in the morning.  The next phase is nearly here.  I am watching over your dream and I will see it accomplished.  My love will assure it and my word is your promise.  I love you like fresh mown hay.  You are golden and ready to be gathered up for our true purpose.  Be quiet now and rest.

Freedom...

My prayer:
God my God.  Lord of all creation and the one who loved me enough to die for me. I am not sure what to pray about tonight God.  You have heard the many prayer requests today for healing, protection, guidance and blessings.  Thank you God for hearing each and every one.  Thank you God for meeting the needs of your people. 

Thank you for meeting my needs.  Maybe that's what I need to be doing tonight God.  I need to thank you for ending what has been a many year battle.  There were many times that I did not think I would make it; but here I am, still standing and he is gone.  No more intimidation and no more manipulation.  Today, I am free.  God thank you for freedom.  Thank you God for giving me the strength to walk through that battle, withstand and survive through the end of it.  Thank you God for deliverance out of it. 

Thank you God for showing me the real battle, the real source and teaching me so many things despite it being designed to destroy me.  God you are so good!  Thank you!!! 

I love you so much God.  You are mine and I am yours forever.

What God Said Tonight:
You don't have to be afraid.  You don't have to be afraid of anyone, anything, not even of yourself.  You are protected and safe in my care.  I will always protect you and make sure you survive each battle.  No more fear. 

There will be struggles and pain but never more than I can heal.  Please remember that in the midst of the pain and the struggle that I will always bring you back to this place of joy, this place of freedom.  I will always care for you my child.  I will never leave you nor abandon you.  You will always be safe within my arms.  You will always survive.  You have eternal life with me.  You cannot be killed.  You cannot be destroyed.  Your future is assured and it lies with me.  I love you and I will always make sure that you are safe and whole. 

You have grown much in the last several years and the growth was painful at times.  I needed you to learn fast to be ready for what I need you to do so I allowed some rough things to help teach you. But, never once did I remove my protection from you.  Never once did I doubt that we would be here one day. 

Never forget this time.  Never forget the power of one person to effect the lives around them, either for positive or for negative.  One person can influence millions.  Make your choice if that influence will build people up or tear them down.  You are in a position to influence many. Make your choice and follow through purposefully. 

I love you daughter and it was my pleasure to free you this week.  Those who are free in me are free indeed.  Now that you are free, don't ever put anyone else in bondage.  Don't put others into the bondage I have delivered you out of, ever. 

I love you dear.  Rest, you have service tomorrow and I will need you to be ready.  I have some new stuff for you to do tomorrow.  Love you tons.

Don't forget your neighbor...

My prayer:
What a week God.  Who could have predicted all of the changes of this week.  Talk about your suddenlies!  I am still spinning a bit.  But in the middle of it all, I got to know that you were in charge and working it all out.  What an amazing blessing that is. I mean really, how great is that.  In the middle of chaos, I get to know and trust that

my Daddy is in charge and taking care of me. Nothing better than that. 

God I love you so much.  What would I do without you?  What would I have done if I had never known you?  If no one had ever told me about you and taught me how to get to know you?  God, that's why it is so important to me to show your people how to really know you.  I can't imagine life without this relationship with you and I don't want anyone to miss out on it.  You are so amazing and people need you even if they don't realize it. 

God I pray that you continue to show me ways to teach people how to get to know you.  New ways that really show you to people.  That really show people how to know you and be in a relationship with you.  I know that is what you want too so please help me to teach or show people how to get to know you. 

Thank you God for every amazing person you put in my life that showed me and show me how to know you better every day.  Continue please God to show yourself to me.  Please continue to take me deeper into this relationship.  God Let's go deeper.  I never want to live one day without you my God.

What God Said Tonight:
You are the teacher I made you to be and you can't help but teach.  I will keep showing you ways to do it because we are in this thing together.  We, my girl, are a team. 

You are so very precious to me.  I love how much you want to help.  I am so glad that you don't keep silent about our relationship.  I am so glad that you want others to share it. 

Remember to share the relationship with others both by showing what you have found with me but also in loving them.  Love the unlovable.  Show them that they are sons and daughters of the most high God no matter who they think they are, no matter where they came from, no matter what they have done.  Show people that I love them and always will through loving on them yourself. 

You have gotten so good at worshiping me and loving on me and I love that more than you can know.  But don't forget your neighbor.  Don't forget your friends.  Don't forget the life that you have still to live. 

You have so much to do so many new people to meet and to love.  You have a lifetime of amazing people that I will continue to bring into your life.  Before you realize it you will have friends and neighbors in every country around the world.  Be a good friend.  Be a good sister to them.  Remember to love them with the same love that you have for me. 

I am trusting you with many things right now but none of it is worth anything if you don't have love.  You need to love and be loved everyday.  I designed you for it. 

You also need to rest and I see you fading now.  Rest and sleep and tomorrow we will do,see and experience even more.  This week was big but wait until you see what is next.  You are ready.  Love you my daughter.

ALWAYS right...

My Prayer:
Mighty powerful God.  I love you and I am here but I am exhausted tonight.  Today was good but exhausting. 

You were so right about the changes that felt so chaotic earlier this week turning into great opportunities.  You are really always right.  That shouldn't come as a surprise.  I mean you are God after all.  But you are ALWAYS right. 

So, if that is so obvious and so true, why am I not faster to trust you?  Why do I ever have one moment of worry?  I know your promises.  I know that you have promised to always prosper me, to open the windows of heaven on my life, to make me the head and not the tail, to provide for me out of your riches in glory.  With promises like that, if I could ever truly understand that you are ALWAYS right, I would never have one minute of worry for the rest of my life. 

God I pray for increased understanding in this.  God help me to get the understanding of that from my head to my gut.  Help me to know without a shadow of  a doubt that you are always right.  Help me to remember it.  I think this is really important God.  If I can really get this, I think the rest of my life is going to be a whole lot easier and happier.  God I make a conscious choice to believe you tonight in every promise you have given me and to trust that you are always right.  I love you Father.

What God Said Tonight:
Yes my daughter, I am always right.  I can't really help it.  When you are the creator of the universe, all powerful and all knowing, everything I say becomes reality.  I am the great creator and my word creates reality.  You have heard it preached that I cannot lie because once I have said something, that thing becomes the truth, becomes real.  When I speak, there is life in my words.  That life goes into the world and creates. 

That is one way you can always tell my work from the devil's work.  My work will always build and bring life,  His will always tear down and kill. 

You are farther in this area of trust than you think.  You don't worry nearly like you use to but I am glad that you are ready to go even farther.  Worry is such a waste of time and it really is just a declaration that you don't trust me to take care of you.  That hurts me and it really discourages those kids of mine that have not decided to live for me yet.  They see you, a follower of Christ and you are just as worried and stressed out about life as they are...well, why would they want any part of me then? 

Your worry is destructive to yourself and those around you.  It also doesn't make me feel very good.  Imagine someone tells  you they are going to trust you to take care of their home or their kids.  You agree and then they call you every five minutes to check in and make sure everything is ok.  At some point you will likely wonder and maybe ask, why did they ask me to take care of this house, these kids in the first place if they didn't believe I could do it? 

I wonder sometimes, when you bring me something to take care of and you immediately and repeatedly come back and try to take the controls again; it makes me wonder why you brought it to me in the first place.  When you bring me your problems, your troubles, your struggles, leave them with me.  Don't keep taking them back.  Trust me you don't want the problem and you definitely don't want the worry. 

I love you daughter.  Keep studying and keep striving.  My love will overflow you and you will prosper.  I love you now and forever.  Let's do this thing!

Let me love you...

My prayer:

God my God.  King of the Universe.  My Lord.  How are you tonight God?  What is on our mind and your heart tonight.  What do you need tonight God.  If you need someone to listen, I am here.  I love the sound of your voice.  I love the experience of your presence. I love you God and just want to be with you tonight. 

What God Said Tonight:
You are my precious child.  I am reminded of what I thought of, what I was thinking when I created you.  I remember that day when I created you and knit you in your mother's womb.  That was a beautiful day full of hope and promise. 

I have created, ordained, planned such a great future for you.  I am so excited to see it all coming together.  I am happy to just spend time with you.  I am pleased to be with my precious daughter who I created specially for this time and this purpose.  You are walking into your full purpose and it is going to be so good. 

I want to hold you tonight.  I want you to rest in my arms and let me love you.  I want to be your covering and your peace tonight.  I want my love to envelop you like a soft fog of the ocean shore.  I want to surround you with my love.  I want you to know my love in a new way and a new level tonight.  My love for you is limitless.  Your experience of it is limited.  I want to move that limit tonight so you can have a new measure, a new level of my love. 

Will you receive it?  Will you let me love you more? Will you let me show you my love tonight?

You, my precious daughter mean the world to me.  I would do it all again just for you.  I will love you beyond the end of time.  Receive it, please don't turn your back on my love.  There is nothing more important and nothing you need more than my love so please receive it, fill up on it, sate yourself with it.  You will need it later. 

Are you full or can you take a little more?  I look at you and see you as perfect.  I see you through the blood of your sacrifice and you are perfect.  You are everything I ever hoped you would be.  You are washed clean and ready for the next phase of this thing called life.  You will succeed.  We will succeed. We will prosper you wherever you go.  Rest daughter and stay wrapped in my love tonight.

Chaos...

My prayer:
My Lord and God. I am sure glad you are in charge. Today had so many surprises, I am left just a little stunned and not knowing what to think. God, in the middle of this sudden chaos in my life I pray for your peace. I pray God that you say to this situation, "peace, be still." I pray for the peace that passes all understanding. I need your peace tonight God. I pray for your peace and your help to make sense of the sudden change.

I need to shut up tonight God and listen to you. My thoughts are too chaotic and all over the place. I leave it all in your hands God. What do you have to say tonight God?

What God Said Tonight:
It isn't really chaos. It was all planned since the beginning of time. I know it seems like chaos to you because you didn't see it coming. If I told you everything that was coming, life would be so boring.

You don't yet realize it, but this is a great opportunity. This sudden change isn't something to fear but something to cherish. I can and will use anything to bless you. I will turn every situation around to your good. I love doing that. I love taking the very thing that was intended to take you out and turning it around into your biggest blessing. I love seeing your face when I do it. I love the testimony and story that it gives you to share with others. I love that I can always count on you to share it!

I will bring you through this chaos, this storm and you will prosper. Trust and rest knowing that today was not a surprise to me. Rest knowing that I have everything under control and I will not let you fall.

You are just beginning. There is so much more to do. You will see me in every country and every part of this world working personally in each individual life. You will see it. I know you are thinking, "How is that possible." But, wait and see if it isn't true.

I love you daughter. Remember who I am and trust in me. Don't look at the waves, the storm the chaos. Look at me. Don't take your eyes off of me. Look at me with the steady gaze of a first love. Don't take you eyes off of me and everything else will fall into place. I love you so much. Rest, trust, live. I love you.

Receive the good...

My prayer:
Awesome teacher, mighty God. I am not sure what to pray about tonight. Thank you for a good day. I got to check a lot of stuff off of the to do list.

But, I sit here tonight with the picture of those starving kids in my head. God, there are people in such desperate need all over the world today. How can I make a difference? How can I help even a little? It is so big, so overwhelming. Puts my life in perspective for sure. I live this truly privileged life and I have the nerve to complain? I ask for forgiveness for every ungrateful thought I have ever had or expressed to you God.

God I pray that you wrap yourself around every hurting, hurt, starving, crying, abused, and sweet child throughout the world. I can't do much but you can. Bring them angels to take care of them. Bring them people, your people, to rescue them. Love them God so that they can feel it. And God, let it be enough. Let your grace and mercy be enough. Comfort them and cradle them and let them know a love like no other.

I love you God. I thank you for a life of privilege and abundance God; even though right now that privilege and abundance is making me feel pretty guilty in the face of the needs. What do I do God? What do I give? How can I make a difference? I love you God and I need your help for their sake and for mine.

What God Said Tonight:
I have much to tell you tonight but I don't want to overwhelm you so one thing at a time. You should never feel guilty for being blessed. I bless you out of my love for you. You share that blessing every day which allows me to bless you more. You give away the blessing making room for more blessing in our life. That is beautiful. That is not something to feel guilty about.

Guilt is not from me. When you feel guilty you are receiving and accepting a gift from satan. He cannot give good gifts and it is within your rights to refuse to accept it. You are not required to accept any thing from him, least of all guilt.

You are right the need is so great. There are people, children (although you are all children to me) that are suffering right now and it breaks my heart. It hurts me more than you can know. The pain is truly staggering. Much of the need that is created is a result of the sin in the world. Each time I see that need I can feel the whips on my back again, the nails in my hands, the blood on my face and as much as it hurts, the pain gives me hope, knowing that the sin is paid for if people will only accept my gift.

You are so quick to receive gifts from satan like guilt. Why is it so hard to receive my gifts which are always so good? I don't need an answer but I want you to think about it. Why do you accept the bad, the hurt, the painful things and refuse the good? I need you to receive the good that I have for you. The more you receive the good and share the good, the more good there is in the world and the less tragic need. Receive it and spread it around.

You ask how you can help in a meaningful way. That's is what you do. Receive the good that I have for you and spread it as far and as wide as you can. Let everybody have a taste so that they come to me for more. It is a sweet , sweet gift that I have for you. Don't be afraid of the good gifts I have for you. Reject the bad gift and receive the good.

I love you daughter. I want you to rest in my arms tonight and let me comfort you. Know that tomorrow there are more opportunities to help but for now, rest in my arms and let me wipe away your tears. I will do it for you just as I am doing it for them, just as you asked. I love you sweet daughter. Rest in me.