I still feel like I am missing something important God. I now I keep bringing variations of this same theme to you. And you have been great, trying to help me refocus on what is important. But, truth is, I can only do it for short periods of time and then I am right back here, feeling like something is missing and that my life is missing purpose.
I don't know what I need but I know I can't do it myself. I ask for your help, again, Lord.
Thank you Jesus.
What God Said Tonight:
I don't expect you to heal yourself. I took stripes on my back for your healing. I don't expect you to know and implement the answers to life's problems on your own. Then, you would not need me.
There are a couple of triggers that take you back to the place of disappointment. Disappointment in yourself, in the world, in life. Those triggers are not fully obvious to you. My mandate and my will is that those areas in you be healed.
As you open up to that healing, as you receive it, you will see new doors and you will lose the hole in your spirit. It is time.