I do not know where we are headed God. Each day unfolds a little differently than I expect. It is exciting but a bit frightening as well. Where is all of this going to end up?
I would like to make a courageous move that I look back on and I am proud of. Or, if I choose to stay where I am at, I would hope that there is greater success and purpose than what I have seen. What I fear is that I will not have the courage to make a move and I end up in a worse situation that I have no control over. You know how I hate any shadow of being a victim. I really can't stand it.
God, I know you have everything under control. Just because I don't know the answers, does not mean that you don't. I pray your perfect will is done in my life and in this situation.
What God Said Tonight:
That is just not going to happen. You are my child and I am in charge of your life. I will not allow you to be penniless and at the mercy of any stranger walking by. I have supported and provided for you all of these years. Why would I stop?
It is my great pleasure to see you prosper, to watch you grow. This is another season coming to an end. Trust me to work it all for your God.