Awesome ruler and lover of my soul. You truly are my everything God.
Today was different God. I am not sure how to explain it. There was this new level of peace that I cannot explain. Even in the face of things going wrong, there was a peace knowing that you are in control.
I guess that is what you meant in this new covenant. I didn't have to work at remembering you today, remembering to pray, remembering to thank you. You were just completely present all day. With you present like that, there was no need to worry. I knew, no matter what things looked like, that you were there and you would take care of it. It sounds so simple, but the reality of it is amazing.
I am not sure that I have ever had an entire day without worry before this. At some level, I think I have always worried about something. But you tell us to worry over nothing and pray over everything. All these years I've been praying over everything but I never knew how to worry over nothing until now. What an amazing freedom!
I love you Daddy!
What God said tonight:
Adversity, the enemy, satan has no real power. He can flash and lie and try to make you think that he does, but he doesn't. The peace you feel is recognition of my power. Your peace is a recognition of his weakness. Your peace is a recognition of my love, and your peace is a recognition of your place in this life.
I love you. I love that you trust me in a new way tonight. I love that you have found the truth and the freedom that comes from it. Remember this time. Remember what it feels like right now to be free. Free from worry. Remember because as it looses it's freshness, you may forget what it felt like to be bound, and those that forget the past are bound to repeat it.
You are my daughter and my prize. I love you and want you to be my lighthouse and my sunshine in this world. Don't let the darkness dim your light. Let your light vanquish the darkness.
You are in place for great things. Your future is right in front of you. Love and be loved every day. Spread this peace, this light all around you. People are drawn to the light. It promises safety and a way back home. Keep shining.